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The day of doom...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

...is coming tomorrow and I did not sleep that well tonight - I kept having nightmares that I got the decision in a big paper stack and I read and read and just couldnĀ“t understand what it said. I fell asleep after midnight and woke up at four and couldnĀ“t get to sleep again so this day is a little gray..

Otherwise I have coped well - when I learned last week that I would get that decision tomorrow I started to discipline my thoughts into Just For Today - it has worked well!

Today I have been on a very inspiring seminar about the future of our region - it was supposed to be creative but I have to admit that all that was proposed was old news... but for me it was still great, I mingled with a lot of people I can work with and I even got an assignment that i pretty sure and I have two or three lunches to eat coming weeks that probably will end up with work too.

So - I am grateful and I know that everything is as it is supposed to be.

Thanks for reading!
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  • 1_AMAZING_WOMAN
    Meddy,

    I will be wishing you the best. Stay strong, as I know you are.

    Amber
    3601 days ago
  • CRAZYPROUD
    My thoughts are with you! Come whatever may you will make it through this but I am hoping you and your daughter get to be together! Lycka till!
    3602 days ago
  • AZIMAT
    Sending sa special prayer to you to the Mother of the Universe who understands.
    3602 days ago
  • SBATES63
    Let us know how it turns out. You are right in saying that things are as they are meant to be. Remember to ask for strength from a power greater than you. Take care.
    3602 days ago
  • BETTY925
    I am not familiar with what is going on but whatever happens, we are here for you.

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    3602 days ago
  • VALERIEMAHA
    Sister-in-spirit,

    I say again -- BREATHE...deeply into your heart (which is, conveniently, near the diaphram)!

    You and your daughter are amazing and beautiful and I have confidence that the Source is well aware of this and will direct the proceedings in a just and wise manner...which will, of course, mean that said beautiful daughter will remain in the loving and aware care of said beautiful mother.

    Blessed be and may it be so!
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    Maha
    3602 days ago
  • AKELAZ
    Oh Meddypeddy - I have all my fingers and toes crossed for you re that decision tomorrow. I had many problems over the care of my sons with my ex-husband and I know the pain is great. I always came through with good or reasonable results eventually. I hope and pray that it will be the same for you. Hang in there emoticon
    3602 days ago
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