Just a crappy day
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
I dont know whats wrong. Guess I'm just tired of the cold weather. I'm tired, I feel so bloated its ridiculous, but I know that would go away if I would stop eating bad food. I think I'm going to go on a fruit binge the next days. I can't take it anymore. Then, my boss is telling me that I need to be at my desk more and yet, I may talk to other people a total of 5-10 mins out of a 10 hr shift. Just made me feel bad is all.
Just venting as poor Carlos is trying to get me to work part time and yet I have to work full time in order for him to finish school. It's just one of those days. I dont want to put anymore on him as it's not his fault. I just find that this particular life is so much harder to deal with than my other one when I worked 5 days/week. I know, 4 days sounds great, but once the novelty wears off, it's a really hard schedule to keep. I'm just always tired, can never seem to get things done, no time to clean, to cook, to do laundry, to do anything. It's crazy.
And then there's that vicious emotional eating cycle of going for food even when I'm not hungry, but just because I want to feel better or I'm bored. Stupid genes. Okay - thats it for now. Just needed to vent.