Tuesday, December 29, 2009
ok so I had a date tonight. I joined an online dating site and my photo is the same one that I have on here. Literally taken a few days ago which you know because of the stupid date/time stamp that i cant get off the camera. Anyway, this guy that was my date I know is gorgeous, has the six/eight pack and trains for triathalons the WHOLE bit. I was entirely myself every time we chatted online, he saw my photos all that so we agreed to meet for coffee today..I get there and his face falls and hes like "I thought you were a small, skinny girl..i'm sorry this really isnt going to work out, i have to be attracted to you" I just wanted to DIE. Beyond humiliated BUT i am not going to allow myself to drown it in food. I know that I have pounds to lose and I know that i will get there. I am a runner and have been but i just got lazy and I told him that ahead of time. Anyway, just wanted to share that with people that would understand my side of it. I think ill stop the whole online dating thing..at least for now.