*WARNING: WEIRD BLOG ABOUT BOOBS*
Sunday, December 27, 2009
cant say i didnt warn ya! LOL okay SO today..I think i did well with the family today. Resisted sweets and didnt go back for seconds..okay onto the reason i wrote this blog. I wanted to try on the bikini that my aunt fgot me for christmas. I was feeling pretty good about myself and already knew that it wouldnt fit right now but i really wanted to see my "BEFORE" you know? anyway, i was able to get the bottoms on and my butt is just a lil big. No problem. I tried putting on the top and i am SO irritated with my boobs. They are just too big. I am sorry. I cant wear LARGE bikini tops not because of the band but because of the cup size! I also cant EVER wear tube tops which i think once i get toned, are SO cute! But there is no way! I'd be having to pull it up all the time. That is just irritating to me! Its not like i can do anything either unlike when i like them to look good i put the right bra on. ya know? just felt like ranting a bit. Thanks! I plan on starting my fitness program tomorrow. PILATES here I come!