Friday, December 18, 2009
It's been a while since I've visited my little space here, since my last visit, I've just been treading water and getting no where except farther and farther away from my dreams and goals.
When I joined spark 3 years ago I had lost 97 lbs why oh why would I ever get so off track and start re-gaining? I swore I would never ever go back to my old ways, and yet here I am.
We bought a wii some time ago, I thought man this is what I need to get my butt up and moving, but that didn't really happen, not until I bought the new my shape complete with camera last week. I had no idea it would plaster my big behind on our 40 inch TV, OH MY God! After picking my jaw off the floor and getting my heart beating normally again, I decided that was it!
Today is day 3 back on track, I'm almost scared to post that here, because it seems every time I do, I get back off track, so I'm not going to come here every day and post how many days it's been, instead I'll sit quietly with myself and pray that each day will be a good day for me, because this time I've got to do it for my health, having had two mini strokes should have been my wake up call, it just took me a little bit to answer.
If you stop in to read this, please say a small prayer for me.