Thursday, November 12, 2009
After ten days with any food I will return to soups. For the simple reason that it is so mcuh simpler. I don´t have to plan or weigh or measure - one bowl of soup and it is done.
It will be interesting to see if it works again. My experience is that it is very hard for me to start over with something that I have succeeded in earlier. In my time I have lost a lot of weight with different diets, it has been sensible plans and crazy plans, but once I left them I haven´t been able to start over.
I am thinking of my work as well - maybe I have to give up the thought of being self-employed and try to get a job somewhere. I love my job, I am good at it but I am a catastrophe when it comes to administration and this gives me so much trouble. When I earned a lot of money I bought those services, but I don´t earn enough today to do so. And I am not good in selling myself so I struggle to get my jobs booked...
It is an interesting thought... is this "Serenity to accept the things I cannot change or can I still go for: "Courage, to change the things I can"
I do not for the moment have the Wisdom to know the differende.
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