Those you love just don't understand
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Okay so Saturday I planned on working til 3pm and then going to my neice's 2nd birthday party. Well I had a late lunch, at 215pm, then went to the party. I had lost of good healthy lunch so I was prepared at the party. I knew they were going to have pizza. I THOUGHT they were going to have the pizza about 4ish and I knew I would still be full from lunch. Well I get there and there is nothing going on. There is just people standing around talking. No one offered me anything to drink. So I went to the kids room and played with my neice for a few until she got preoccupied and went and played in the playroom with all the other kids. Fine so I went to talk with my mom and brother. Still nothing going on as far as a party. About hour and half of waiting around FINALLY my brother says he has ordered the pizzas. So we opened my neice's presents. That took a whole 10 mintues. There wasn't too many people there and not a whole lot of presents. She didn't mind my mom gave the best gift. Talking puppets. All the kids loved them. So now the kids are going crazy and back down stairs they went to play. About 45 mintues later the pizza arrives. Now it has been 2 hours since I have been there and I arrived late because I had to work. I am starving at this point. She had no snacks put out for anyone, somone had asked and she took out a half eaten bag of pretzels and popped some popcorn in the microwave. I think she forgot about it. Well my whole plan was out the window and I only wanted 2 pieces of pizza and no cake. I ended up eating 4 pieces of pizza and a small piece of cake. I couldn't help my self I had to more plan. I was really hungry and didn't know what to do so I panicked. I guess from now on I should ask my sister in law about what we are eating and if there will be anything healthy there and if not maybe I can bring something. I counldn't this time because I was working all day but maybe next time. I have to start thinking of these things better I guess. My brother kept making the comment that he isn't on a diet and why should there be diet food in the house and blah blah blah. I was mad at him for saying it because he was only thinking of himself. His wife is pregnant and doesn't care what she eats either. I am sorry but when I was pregant all I ate was fruits and veggies and lots of water but I am 10 years older then her too. I just hate how family doesn't care about me being on a diet and wants to either sabatoge me or see how strong my will power is. I went to my grandmothers last week and we had Mcdonalds. I got a salad and all they did was talk about how it doesn't fill you up and all this other negitive stuff. I will push through this and move on. I will have a better plan for the holidays since they are coming up quick. Boy how this year has flown by. It is already October and I have 3 months left. I need to get going on losing more weight. THanks for reading. Any other ideas would be great. Thanks in advance.