Failed once again.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Holy cow, I see I joined at the end of May with such good intentions and here it is the first week of September and I have done nothing. I had such high hopes this time, I thought I was really going to do it with the help of this site. I do great for a few weeks and then BAM, something comes up and I get side tracked and then off I go on a spree!
I am still down a tiny bit from when I started so I guess I should be glad I haven't gained, but I am sooooo disappointed in myself. If I had just stuck with it and lost 2 pounds a week, I would be down 25 pounds by now. What is wrong with me? I guess some of it is a pity party because my knees are so bad and I can't exercise like I used to, but I am tired of making excuses ! If I actually got some of this weight off, maybe my kness wouldn't hurt so bad.
Anyway, here I am yet again, hoping that this time will be the last time. I am trying to have a good attitude, but I think I am just depressed and extremely mad at myself right now. I stink! Thanks for listening!