Sunday, June 28, 2009
Okay. I was a liar. But I am back here. I did the log in of shame and I came back. Becuase you know why? I need it. And there won't be anyone here to judge and think I was a failure because I haven't been good about my life. Those who read this will support me and be happy for me that I am back.
My ankle has been killing me. D-day to find out what is going on with the foot happens on Wednesday. I am nervous but happy. I have to get this pain out. I was using the pain in my foot to avoid doing other activities. I picked up a yoga mat today at Ross and borrowed a stability ball from a friend. I am going to work on doing activities that are not weight bearing so even I do end up with a cast I can still do some things (since I DOUBT that the gym will let me in with a cast on my leg...) I also found some dumb bells that we have had for years. I don't even know how long we have had them or where we got them at, but there are here and need to be used. These few little things will (hopefully) get me motivated to do SOMETHING....because I really miss it. I miss that euphoric feeling and I want it back.
Now just to fight with the dogs for my personal space... LOL!