17,037 Spark Points
Monday, June 15, 2009
Should I be embarrassed about 17,037 spark points? I am reading articles, blogs, some of the best fitness advice I have ever found, logging food (sometimes), logging exercise (when I actually do any) and have made some FABULOUSLY supportive friends....and what do I have to show for it?
17,037 spark points.
VERY LITTLE WEIGHT LOSS!
Why is that? Well, please let me enlighten you. I am LAZY! I want all the rewards but don't want to work for it! How selfish can I be? I read about how people lose 100 pounds or more than that and I think, "I can do that!" But do I? Not yet I haven't.
I didn't want to weigh this much when we get married. But with 68 days until we say I DO! It ain't gonna happen. Am I destined to be FAT my entire life? Probably. Because I can't seem to find the motivation to lose any weight! Well actually the motivation is lingering -- I just can't find the time to MOVE! I think about everything that goes into my mouth ... good and bad. So I am working the Spark -- just not exercising! So very frustrating!
I hope to wake up someday and get a swift kick in the ass of motivation....
It's possible right?
(rant over) and I actually feel better!