Friday, May 08, 2009
I will be 38 years old next week and I want a new me. I want energy. I want to feel good. I have gained a lot of weight since becoming a SAHM. I have been able to accomplish many great things in my life, but I am still weight challenged.
Why can't I get this? I really want to have a positive self image so I can pass that on to my daughter. I'm definitely a stress eater and I stress about everything! I hate to exercise, but strangely enough I love to sweat and work hard. I guess its just how out of shape I am that makes exercising so horrible. I hope I can get to a place where its difficult and I am getting a benefit, but I am not about to die and hating every second.
Today was my first day. I did a little cardio. I could have done more, but I will build up. I did not do so good with my food and learned a lot from the breakdown and graphs.
I am so looking forward to telling you all soon about my little accomplishments and reading about everyone else's for motivation.