Nevermind (Not going to funeral)
Thursday, April 30, 2009
I guess I won't have to worry about how to stay on track. My grandma's funeral is Monday. That's just too soon and would be too expensive for my family so we've decided I'm not going to go. My auntie said that grandma knows I would have been there if it was possible but it's best just to stay home and devote that time to my family.
I kind of have a feeling there might be some drama there (hopefully no one will disgrace my grandma's funeral) but I won't go into details and air family dirty laundry on the internet. So I'm actually glad I won't be there and honestly the thought of traveling was freaking me out for some reason. So I'm glad to know that stressor is erased.
I want to thank everyone who sent me a goodie, blog comment or message in support. It's just awesome how even strangers far away lend their support to one another here on SparkPeople.
I ate like crap today but I'm still well within my calories so I'll try to do better with the rest of my choices for the day. That wasn't stress eating today. I just had too many errands piled on at once and no contingency plans for how to eat when I have to leave the house unplanned. Then I came home and my husband had food delivered.
I have GOT to work on self control and adapting to change in a better way.
Completely off topic - we got a house. It's awesome. Our side of the duplex is 4 bedrooms 2 bathrooms and a garage. My inlaw's side is 2 bedrooms 1 bath. Our yard is awesome and I'm stoked about that. We move in around the 29th of May. E very day until then will be packing packing packing. I plan to get a good workout cleaning this place top to bottom for when we move out. We've probably lost our deposit since the twins have written on almost every wall with permanent marker and stained the carpets with juce and popsicles but at least the place will be clean albeit not perfect.