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motivation?? whats that???

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Ok so Im not motivated at all to go back to the gym...like i want to go back but everything else happens and i cant...i was going to go tonite but im just pooped...so i didnt go...so i was going to go tomorrow nite but then i was talking to a friend (who i only get to see when our company flies her here for medical) and shes flying back on fri...so we're doing something tomorrow nite after work...so friday nite is the nite! Im in serious need of a butt whopping! someone who will drag me kicking and screaming and all...but i think its also my anemia...i really have to make a drs apt for blood work...i shouldnt be this tired and my hair is falling out...like fallig out more then normal...so that makes me suspect that somethings not right...it was doing this 2 yrs ago when i thoght i was pregnant (i wasnt but that was when i found out i was anemic) so i really think there is something wrong...gotta call and make an apt...and the good thing is that now im loosing my 2nd job (i babysit for my boss and his wife on both my days off) so now i will either be able to go to apts on my days off...well on one of them...one of my days off is sunday and well just about nothing is open on sundays...plus i may still hvae to babysit on sundays since my boss and his wife both work sundays lol but i will get my day off in the week to make apts! ok so now im rambling!
anwyays to sum it up i have no motivation...well hardly any...the gym sounds like a good idea but i never seem to make it there...and i think there is something wrong with me...my anemia is totally off...and i know anemia is techinially off anyways b/c well u shouldnt hvae low iron but this is more off! lol and now im off to rambling again!
im off to sleep!
nite y'all! lol


oh and was just thinking for those ppl who are now just reading my blog and maybe wondering maybe what else has contributed to my lack of motivation...4 weeks ago i fell at work and tore ligamens in my foot and had a bad sprain...its much better and everyday its getting stronger and stronger...but being on what i call dr imposed house arrest totally killed my wanting to go to the gym...so i hvaent been at ythe gym in 5 weeks (couldnt go the week before b/c of work inventory and cannot workout when i work late b/c then my insomnia is really bad...and well with my anemia problems i need my sleep! lol) so ya thats where my lack of motivation came from!
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  • STACE101
    Thanx everyone for the support...for my friends on team bahamas I had to drop out...didnt want to bring my team down with my lack of weight loss and motivation...however things are getting better...
    Ms. Dee your absolutly right...breaking my routine was my demise (along with other things)
    4172 days ago
  • DEEBERRI
    Hey hon,. I totally can relate! I was doing excellent,.. even planned on doing a 5k on Nov 9, 08,.. then I accidentally stabbed my foot on Nov 2,.. was on crutches for 3 weeks and couldnt do cardio on it for about 6 weeks,.. that was the beginning of my demise and Ive struggled with motivation since! Of course a few other things have added to my lack of motivation but I feel that breaking my routin affected me mroe than I realized it would! Grrrr! BUT we are both on the BLC6 Team Bahamas and we are going to work on our motivation together and support each other! Yep,. Ms. Dee has decided this! hehe *hugs*
    4200 days ago
  • ANGIEKAY84
    I agree with marmurray! Don't stress too much (might make problem worse), just do what you can do! Maybe someday soon you'll get back to where you were, it won't take as long as you think! Maybe BLC6 is the perfect timing for you now that your ankle is starting to feel better. Good luck, we'll be rooting for you!
    4201 days ago
  • MARMURRAY
    You definitely need to get checked out! Don't stress about the gym. You will make it there. If you aren't doing any activity at home that could always be a start until you figure out what's going on and work on finding time for the gym. Even just taking a walk in the evening or doing some of the spark people videos.

    Good luck!
    4202 days ago
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