building up slowly but surely

Well here we go again. My eating habits went out of whack for a minute, but I am getting it together yet again. I guess the main thing is that I am still on the wagon. I do have something to add to this that is good though. My hubby must have got tired of me complaining about weight and not having money to go to a gym but need variety, that he went a purchased a total gym thing for the both of us!! So there is no excuse of i dont have the equipment. You see years ago i was injured on my left side and my left side is not as strong as my right and i cant lift my arm over my head with a dumbell so with the gym thing both arms go up at the same time. I know at the beginning all things are exciting and new and after a while it wears out. But i have to do this. My 19 yr old daughter told me that I dont look like my belly is 19 yrs overweighted...LOL i have a pudge and i said i wonder what it will look like if i really put my effort in it?? Im gonna see...wish me luck