help, somethings gotta give
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I am at the end of my rope. I think about my weight 24/7 yet I just keep eating. Yesterday my first grader told me a little boy in her class said " I saw your mom and she is chubby". Chubby is an understatement but cant I at least stop eating to not embarrass my six year old. I am worried my children are embarrassed by me, I worry my husband wont want to have sex with me and I worry that I will die (every watched Whats eating Gilbert Grape)?I tell my self I will just eat what I want and start tomorrow but tomorrow never comes. I love to garden and think this spring my weight is going to affect my gardening abilities. I have started walking monday and walked 2 miles monday and tuesday. Found this site in Womans World magazine and will try anything at this point. I am scared of surgery and money is tight so free has it's appeal. As Dr. Phil says "its time to get real" and I want to gain some control. Help!!