I'm Back

I took a lil Spark break. Needed some time to regroup etc etc.

Springtime is coming around. FINALLY. And as always, with the return of spring, I feel it's the return to ME (x3!).

I made it through the winter relatively mentally unscathed. The extra meds I was taking in an effort to counter the effects of my old nemesis SAD actually worked. Whoo hoo!

Meanwhile, my body is going through a flux right now. How INCREDIBLY ANNOYING! First I had a cold. The next week that turned into the flu. The next week that turned into bronchitis. Which isn't completely gone. That was a month ago. In the middle of all that, and you females will understand this, I started a new Pill and Lord only knows when THAT'S gonna settle. I'm about to start the third month of that and I will be grateful if the hormones would stop fluctuating and messing with the lady bits and MY WEIGHT. *sobs* Of course all of this is affecting my mood. So I can't tell if I'm in a depression or not. My vote is for "or not" but all these stupid physiological changes are messing with the whole package. Hmph.

Anywho I'm trying to hang in there, not jump out of my skin, and try to work with all of this. BLEH.