Friday, February 13, 2009
i know I've lost weight.. obviously the scale says it all.. but somehow deep down inside.. i still feel as if i'm horrible looking.. For instance.. i did my before and after of me at 276 to 265... since the diet in general i've lost four inches off my waist and 3 off my hips.. crazybut i couldn't tell. i showed my momma Lynn and she wa sestatic.. but somehow in the midst of it all.. it was difficult for me to see the change... intil one day i put on my peacoat. its this cute thing from old navy.. a size 3x (i knew a 2x would be a little snug) i put it on one morning like any morning and noticed that the belt had to closed a little tighter.. i looked in my mirror and saw the change! the coat is swimming on me! its crazy what 20 lbs can do! that same day I went to school and all of my friends were like IMG Imani u look different your face is smaller.. have U lost weight? and then on the walk hom my next dorr neighbor was like IMANI? is that you.. ya slimmin down nice! its crazy what we do to ourselves.. I was pouting the day before because i thougtht I didn't lose enough weight and now i see that i'm doing just fine at the pace that i am! for anyone else who thinks they are still the fat girl inside or they aren't makng much progress. believe me you are! just take a nice hard look in the mirror and smile at what you see!