Good days and bad days...
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Well after finally getting moved and settled, I think I am getting back into the swing of things. I have started using my sparks food and exercise journals again and fitting exercise in more then I was while vacationing, moving, oh and what ever else I thought made me to busy to fit in the important things!
I need to start firming up because although most the time I feel great about where I am at with my weight loss, it is still hard to look in the mirror sometimes. I see things others probably cannot. Skin is not tight in most places, I have a lot of lumps and bumps. Just makes it difficult to say I look great when I know I still have so much more to work on.
I am in need of some good pointers on how to start toning as well as smoothing things out more.
Some days when I look at my self in the mirror before starting my day and I think wow is that really you? I look great, I cannot believe how far I have come! Other days... I think eeeww, nothing fits right, you can see all my lumps and bumps, what gives will I ever get there? I just want to cry.
I kind of knew there are always going to be good days and bad days. I guess that no matter what kind of shape and health you are in there will always be those days.
I need to keep positive and motivated I am almost there, I can feel it just around the corner.