Working through depression over Divorce and trying to stay motivated!
Friday, August 29, 2008
Why does Divorce have to be so hard. I am trying to stay strong and get through this but it is so tough. I feel so alone sometimes that it is unbearable. I have found that walking during lunch each day with my weight loss buddy and then going to the Y at night has helped a lot to keep my mind off of it, but sometimes the depression just sneaks up on me. Today, is one of those days. I just feel so empty and hurt by this whole process. He just seems to be able to put me out of his life and not look back and I just can't seem to stop thinking about him. I know that I will get through this, I just wish it would get easier. Our divorce is scheduled to be final on December 2nd.
Thanks for allowing me to ramble on and vent.
I appreciate so much the friends I have made on sparks and the support is awesome here. It is so encouraging to read others stories of success. I too hope to one day be a success story in life and weight loss. LOL!
My daughter left for college on the 17th and she is having a great time and getting adjusted. She is coming home today and I can't wait to see her, unfortunately or fortunately (however you look at it) I have to go to a football game before I can see because my youngest daughter cheers for varsity. I am looking forward to spending some quality time with my family this weekend and getting some exercise in as well. Thank you all for helping to push me forward in this lifestyle change!