Will This Ever End?
Saturday, August 09, 2008
"Into every life some rain must fall."
I have to say that I'm so very tired of "rain" falling in my life." It would be so welcome to have at least a full week of "sunshine." I realize the rain is what makes us grow but there are time . . .
I've been on this plateau since April where I go up and down between 53 & 49 pounds lost. I guess if I really got "down and dirty" again I could get it going again. However, perimenopause doesn't leave much wiggle room! These hormones are going to be the death of me yet. I get to feeling wonderful and then the hormones hit and I go down into the pit. When I'm there, even though I know I need to get me and the boys out for walks, I just can't move. It hasn't helped this last week when it was so hot and when I got home from work it was WAY too hot to take the boys out. Plus the fact that once I come home and sit down - well I just don't get back up!
Add to this a boss that really should retire, my person being questioned, all my dog training classes on a break, and the Spark Team that I've headed not really doing well - I haven't had much to get me excited about life, so to speak.
I'm not looking for pity or anything, I just need to get this all out to maybe help me get over it.