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it becomes easier to be that authentic person and feel like you're living a less performed life" -- John Green

I'm 6'1 and I have been 300+ lbs since I was 12 years old.
My highest weight was 424 lbs.
I've struggled with depression, pain, fatigue, insomnia, anxiety, and panic attacks, getting limited relief from antidepressants, therapy, supplements, and mindfulness.
I have been a type II diabetic since my 20s and pre-diabetic since I was a teenager.
In the last few years I was finally diagnosed with bipolar depression and found a wonderful psychiatrist who also recently diagnosed me with adhd and fibromyalgia.

For the first time, I have a cocktail of meds that allows me to focus and experience more consistent moods, curbs the urge to binge eat, and takes the edge off of the pain, anxiety, and fatigue (I still struggle with these things, but it's not anywhere near as intolerable now). Insomnia is still a struggle for me, but I try my best.

Recently I found out I have a mass on my adrenal gland which is excreting excess cortisol, causing Cushing's Syndrome. I will have it removed on 12/4/2020.

I've been through a lot of ups and downs which keep me humble but also give me the perspective that through perseverance, consistency, and experimentation, I can improve my health and reach my goals.

Don't ever let anyone call you lazy or question your willpower (whether it be family, a doctor, or yourself).
We are all doing the best we can from where we are.

Feel free to add me as a Sparkfriend!


Member Since: 7/25/2010

Fitness Minutes: 27,009

My Goals:
To love myself
To believe in myself
To feel the fear, but do it anyway
To gain strength
To listen to my body
To live mindfully
To run (not walk) a 5k!
To maintain a positive attitude
To create a habit of fitness and good nutrition
To get my A1C below 7%
To get below 300 lb for the first time in my adult life


My Program:
My journey so far has not involved weight-loss surgery.
I've had to start slowly and build up, but my plan now includes:

Exercise:
-Walking 2-4x per week
-Swimming and hot tub 1x per week
-Strength training 1-2x per week
-Stretching, foam rolling, sometimes yoga
-Take rest days as needed (and don't feel guilty about them)

Nutrition:
-Batch cook on Sundays, takeout/delivery 0-1x a week, fast food 0-2x per week
-Orgain protein shakes every morning & sometimes evening
-Low/slow carb(20-25%) / high protein(30-35%) / moderate fat(40-50%)
-Lots of veggies, probiotics, fiber, antioxidants, and teas
-Nothing is off-limits except for gluten and trans fat, but I limit sugar, splenda, aspartame, processed grains, processed meats, grain-fed beef, refined vegetable oils, and excessive caffeine
-Count calories and net carbs when I can, guesstimate based on previous days when I'm busy
-Don't beat myself up for not eating perfectly or for having a high/



Personal Information:
“I did then what I knew how to do. Now that I know better, I do better.” -Maya Angelou

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Artistotle

“You either walk inside your story and own it or you stand outside your story and hustle for your worthiness.” -Brené Brown

“When you plant lettuce, if it does not grow well, you
don't blame the lettuce. You look for reasons it is not
doing well. It may need fertilizer, or more water, or
less sun. You never blame the lettuce..."
-Thích Nhat Hanh

“Absorb what is useful, discard what is useless, and add what is specifically your own” - Bruce Lee


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  • v LINDA!
    Welcome to the Emotional Eaters team. Enjoy your week. Take some time for yourself.

    BE POSITIVE!!!


    3947 days ago
  • v SPARKLINJEWELLS
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    ¸.•♥´ .•´¨¨ ¸´¸.•´¨Welcome to the EE team!!
    I’ve belonged to a lot of teams here on spark-- i really do believe that the Emotional Eaters team is one of the very best, it’s a great group of people- very supportive and encouraging-- and it is very refreshing to talk with people who "get" what you're going through!! ¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.*¸.•´¸.•*¨¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
    Check out the main page of the EE team- there are “stickied” topics you may be interested in to get involved- a buddy thread, a place to introduce yourself, weigh-in challenge, a birthday post. ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨(¸.•´ (¸.•´ (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. ¸.•♥´ .•´¨¨ ¸´¸.•´¸.•*¨)¸¸.•´ ..•-~'¸.•*¨)
    Spark has a lot of great tools, and you will learn which ones work best for you. The best tools are the people tho, always willing to lend a hand, an ear, or a shoulder. I’ve been here for over a year now, and I still am overwhelmed, every day, by the kindness and goodness of others on this team!! That has made a world of difference for me. I hope you have the same success! ¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.*.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*
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    You are- WONDERFUL-cuz you’re you!!! BELIEVE IT!!! operationbeautiful-- END THE FAT TALK!!! ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨(¸.•´ (¸.•´(¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.
    (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. ~~best of luck to you on all of your goals!!! (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. emoticon
    3948 days ago
  • v AMYISSUCCEEDING
    Welcome to the EE Team. Glad you have joined us.
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    3948 days ago
  • v L*I*T*A*
    Welcome to sparkpeople.................. glad you have joined us............. It's a great place to learn to loose weight ................... there is so much info and you will meet people who will encourage you along the way...........wishing you well as we journey here together........if you need any help or support am here for you...........just a post away.................you can do this................beleive you can.....................and you will..................blessings and hugs.................lita
    3948 days ago
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