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Hi my name is Veronica and I've been fighting weight loss/gain since I was 19 years old.

It started out slowly. I was 120 pounds and it would start with just a couple of pounds that would creep up and then go away. Then it got to be a few more - up and down. I would say to myself, I still look good at 130. 140 isn't so bad. Then finally, when I was 37 years old I reached 250 pounds. The largest I'd ever been in my life.

Before my highest weight I joined Nutrisystem, Jenny Craig, and Weight Watchers. I tried every diet I could find in a magazine or something a friend would suggest. Lastly, I joined Lindora and lost 63 pounds. I was able to keep it off for awhile, but sure enough my weight started to creep up again. By November of 2006, I was 240 pounds again.

In March 2007, I joined Sparkpeople. I went down to 182 pounds. Great, right? Well, I still haven't figured out how to keep the weight off. I love food. I guess I need to decide if I love me more.

So, here's a few questions . . .

Do I want to be uncomfortable in my own skin? No!
Do I want to take 45 minutes every morning trying to figure out what to wear that doesn't show too much of my fat and then still end up wearing one of 5 outfits that still fit? No!
Do I want my knees to hurt when I walk? No!
Do I want people to ask me, "if you're running so much, why aren't you thinner?" (true question - I didn't have an answer from back when I was training for my marathons). No!
Do I want to be afraid of my scale? No!
Do I want to wonder what people are thinking when they look at me? No!

I'm pretty sure I'd like nothing more than to be excited to look in a mirror and try on new clothes and to walk around the house naked (as long as my son isn't home - lol) and to be able to run a 10 minute mile like it was nothing. I'd like to be comfortable with my picture being taken and sharing in my family and friends memories.

So, then why aren't I doing it? What is holding me back?

Fear and laziness:

I've been too lazy to write down my food and exercise. Its been proven to me again and again that that is the "secret" to my success. When I write things down, I do much better.

Fear is the bigger of the two. I'm afraid that when I get to my goal weight, my shield will be down. I may find that I'm not happy with my life, that I'm no longer satisfied with the way things are going. I may have to make drastic changes. Change is not easy for me, so I have a tendency to stick with the status quo. I usually start out gung-ho after updating this page, but I think I'm going to start off slow.

So, to answer my question...What do you want?

. I want to write down my food at least 5 days a week
. I want to take my picture once a week, so I can see my progress in front of me and not only on my scale and
. I want to forgive myself for getting this size again and just move on from here.

Here I go..................


Member Since: 3/9/2007

Fitness Minutes: 3,316

My Goals:
To get back to my running weight and less.


My Program:
No more sugary sodas. Start out by cutting my sugar intake by 3/4 (that includes fruit) and cut back on my dairy intake.



Personal Information:
Santa Barbara Half,
Nov. 3, 2007 (2:47)

San Diego Full
June 1, 2008 (6:03:02)(my new 1/2 PR is 2:41)

San Antonio Rock 'n' Roll Half,
Nov. 16, 2008- 2:45:12


Other Information:
PF Changs Rock 'n' Roll Half (Jan. '09)

San Diego RNR Full (May 31, 2009)

Seattle RNR Half
(June 2009)





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  • v LOSIN*IT
    Hi Veronica ! It's your ole friend, creidt.... still in this weightloss battle but in a new profile of losin*it! I look forward to catching up with you & getting reaquainted.

    You are one of my motivators to complete a half marathon.... I was training torwards doing one this fall BUT The last month & 1/2, have been a horrible struggle for me & I have lost focus & regained alot that I had lost, as well as my running going for a dive BUT I am getting into refocus mode... Went for a run/ walk this morning... next goal~ tomorrow morning..... A journey that will never be complete.....

    Cheryl


    3981 days ago
  • v OHANAMAMA
    Hey Veronica! My grandmother is going to be just fine. She had a fall and has finally realized she can't live alone any more... she's 83 and so very stubborn. She's been in the hospital since Friday, went home to live with my mom today. She's doing pretty good, but not having her independence will be an adjustment for her... but it is all for the best!

    In the meantime, I'm not doing so well diet wise. The only thing I've kept up is taking my vitamins, and today I decided to get back with my water, and I'm almost there for today, just a few more oz to go. I'll be tracking my few current goals on Spooky to Hottie's August thread if you'd like to join me there.

    I hope all is well!

    Hugs! ~Renee'
    3982 days ago
  • v OHANAMAMA
    emoticon to Spooky to Hottie by Halloween! I'm so glad you joined! I hope you'll participate in the challenges!

    I gained back a lot of weight (more than you) and have kept it for 5.5 months myself. I do not lack for the number of Day 1's I've had this year... Thank goodness they are infinitely available! :) but one of those times has got to result in consistency and progress!

    We can do this!

    Hugs!
    Renee'
    4030 days ago
  • v IAMPREACHER
    You look GREAT! Keep up the good work.
    4107 days ago
  • v BARBARASDIET
    Hi, Veronica! Glad to see that you are still doing the marathons! I went for a walk around Lake Balboa about a week ago for the first time in ages. Keep up the good work!
    4112 days ago
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