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Hi my name is melissa and I never thought I would be 335lbs ever. But then I was. I also never thought I would be able to lose 120 lbs ever. But then I did. No matter how much weight u lose its always a struggle to not turn to food when u r feeling stressed or down, or at least for me. I try not to over eat or eat too much sugary snacks. I do tho, but I still lost 120 lbs. I will keep going tho till the day I die. After losing the weight and how much relief I feel every day being able to do simple tasks that should never be hard, I will never let myself get back there. I was 335 and today I am 215. It feels amazing. I want to be 150lbs so that would be a total of 185 lbs I have to lose. I feel sexy for the first time in my life. I feel attractive I feel like I am pretty and I can take a compliment believing them!!!!!!! I haven't fit in a 16 pant size for 12 years and that's the size I'm wearing today. I am do greatful I have been given the strength to do this. Makes me think where would I be if I didn't choose to lose. 350? 360lbs?? I can't thank the Lord and myself enough for choosing to be healthy. I am showing my kids better ways to eat and exercise. I don't want diabetes or heart disease and I was lucky to escape being a high risk for it as big as I was. I enjoy feeling pretty. And I don't like it when ppl say all that matters is that u feel good. No I think everything matters. Sorry to anyone but I like being pretty. I don't just want to feel good I want to look good. I will strive for the best. I do not think it's a beauty contest but being big I felt my prettiness was taken away. I cN view other women as pretty and big but when I was big I felt ugly. I felt unattractive and I felt like a fat ass no joke. To get these feelings back make my confidence go up. I am a shy person tho so I'm not the type to flaunt. I will continue to be modest and save my body for the only man I've ever been with who has always tried to make me feel attractive since I have been big. I owe him a lot for the support he has given me. Sometimes I feel I should support him more, and I try. He's an amazing person and an amazing father to our kids. Anyways I have been just rambling on and on. I just wanted to get it off my chest how great I feel. The struggle is real tho. No over snacking today. Have a good one everyone..

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