1STATEOFDENIAL
Thank you for your comment on my blog. I have myself open to so many avenues where good things can come to me, so hopefully it helps one of those avenues to pay off. Unfortunately, since I have absolutely no income no one will even consider doing anything about my mortgage. Also, days like today happen too often. I slept 11 hours, had 2 hours where I was barely awake, then for the next 4 or so hours I couldn't stay awake for more than 3-4 minutes at a time. I fell asleep in the middle of typing even. I'm having to focus to breathe deeply and my limbs have been going numb on and off. Trying to hold down any job that requires deadlines or accomplishing anything of worth on a schedule is impossible. My cognative functions are also hit-or-miss, some days I'm only missing a few words, while days like today it can take a half hour to type 2 sentences because I can't focus or understand what I want to say. Today I'm not safe enough to walk across the street to get my mail. Days like today scare me. Still, I'm trying to do what I can when I can. 2993 days ago