Its scary to think of what alcohol does to your brain. Glad you are on a path again. I never say I won't drink again, Altho thats my goal. I can drink, but drink don't like me!!! I had to find a new way of living.... To face facts.... To learn to like me again.... I didn't worry about weight in the beginning, Just to stay sober is key!
Stay away from drinking situations was necessary for me...