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Over weight, unhappy, disappointed, unhealthy, low self esteem, scared, mad........are all the terms im throwing out the door as I start my journey to become the new me.

Im Chey, a young women looking to redefine herself and become healthy for not only myself but for my future. Im so excited to start something new and find support from others that are going through the same hard ships I am. I am currently 210 lbs a size 15 jeans and just not comfortable with looking at myself anymore. I have practically lived in sweat pants for a year and never dress up because I am ashamed of how I look. Growing up I was always the thin girl, but after school real life kicked in and now I work a full time management job and have the stress of a family and house at only the age 20. Don't get me wrong I love my physical life I just don't think my current body fits into my plan of how I always envisioned myself. I have never been this big but I cant really be mad at any one but myself...its to easy to grab junk food and soda to get me through my overly packed days.

Although i kept telling myself I was fine with how I looked it did not really hit me that I did feel so bad until I got into a fight with my greatest friend b/c her partner made comments about my weight and not only that but the stretch marks all over my body did not make it any better or the fact that I avoided windows, mirrors, and pictures..........I am ready to stop feeling sorry about myself and start a journey to a healthy lifestyle change NOT A DIET...with the help of my fellow spark people that is.

Member Since: 2/25/2014

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