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so i'm trying this again. i pray that i wont fallof track and wont allow things get the best of me. i just really need support and friends right now. and i'm willoing to offer the same










Am a plus sized diva ready to get healthy!
SO here is My story. I've always been fat. From the time I could remember i"ve never ever been skinny.. I come from a family that LOVES to eat and I have plenty of Aunt who love their PLUS sized shapes. Walking into elementry school excited and happy that I would make such wonderful friends only to be shut down because i was chubbier than my other classmates. In Ballet class when I was just 5 years old one of the students in my class went to me and bluntly said. You are fat! i was crushed, I didn't know wehat the issue was with me being chunky. I just loved food. i was acceppted by my family, and basically had been trying my whole life to be accepted by others. I lapsed into an early depression, along with personal problems my social life was anything but great. I was a hot mess! then in high school I managed to lose some of the weight and started feeling better about myself. I started to LOVE myself. which seemed like it has taken me forever to do. I recently came back home from Atlanta where I did some plus size modeling, and I absolutly loved it! I have come to love myself, and my body, however i'm not healthy.
I want to lose weight for two very important reasons, (not just for vanity) #1 i want to be healthy. #2 i realize that I have a problem.. a big problem with addiction to food. As a saved christian i see it as thisI cannot serve two masters. Christ iand God are the Only ones i choose. I refuse to let food take over my life, and I refuse hurting my body. I'm here for anyone that needs support and prayer.. and honestly I'm here also to recieve it. God Bless everyone.Through Christ all things are made possible


*update********
so i'm sill fat guys and mpw i'm going to try harder.. i made some major decisons in my life and i'm choosing to be happy and to not allow discouragments to get the best of me... i feel as if i let down alot of people and i want to try to recitfy it...



Member Since: 1/1/2009

Fitness Minutes: 1,635

My Goals:
~Weightloss GOALS~
initial goal losing 117lbs

first goal ~-29.25 lbs
second goal~- 45.5
third goal~ -25.25lbs
fourth goal: ~17lbs


My Program:
EATING IN MODERATION, AND WORKING OUT. CHatting with buddies, and working out when need be.
also NO MORE SODA.. and drinking ALOT of Water
even if this takes FOREVER and a DAY.. i'mdetermined to get to my goal.. it may take a year and a half.. or it may tak e5 years.. dont care.. i want to change the way i live and be healthy. i'm doing this for me



Personal Information:
AM FROM THE BOOGIE DOWN BRONX NYC


Other Information:
WOULD LIKE TO BE HEALTHY.. AM TIRED OF CLIMBING STEPS AND BEING TIRED.. I'M 21 AND NEVER WORE A BIKINI! WANNA WEAR A BIKINI SOME DAY




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  • v LYNNBELTONLOSES
    HEY GURL?????? OMG WHERE ARE YOU HUNNIE, WHERE IS MY BABY GURL, MISS LYNN MISSES HER BABY. HOPE YOU'RE DOIN OK HUNNIE, HOLLA AT MAMA WHEN YOU GET THIS GIRL.......

    LUV YA AND MISS YA,
    SMOOOOOOTCHES,
    SINCERELY,
    ~miss lynn
    (yahoo im: belton_lynn)
    2519 days ago
  • v ANISALEAH
    Hello fellow Shining Star! Just dropping by to say I believe in you and to keep on being amazing. I look forward to reaching new heights with you and the rest of the Shining Stars in the next 21 days. I am here for support whenever you need me. Have a great day and God bless! emoticon

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    3249 days ago
  • v OUTDOORSWOMAN
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    Just peekin' in on you!

    Keep on keepin’ on!! One small change at a time!!!
    3434 days ago
  • v LYNNBELTONLOSES
    HEY HONEY, ITS MAMA!!! HOW AND WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN GURL I BEEN SO WORRIED BOUT U. IM ME GURL SO THAT YOU CAN CATCH ME UP ON THINGS GOIN ON WITH U. I MISSED U GURL.

    sincerely,
    ~mama lynn
    (yahoo im: belton_lynn)
    3474 days ago
  • v AICANDYDAGURU
    Did you tell me to read that blog the other nite? if you didnt you should have. That was beautiful. It really touched me, I too need to forgive myself. Lets go get some Doritos emoticon
    3854 days ago
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