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the all important club bathroom pics, lol

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eewwww ugh I almost cried when I saw this picture! Time for a change.

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I have the strength to change my life to what I've always dreamed it would be.

I have the strength to be happy.

I have the strength to be the best I can be.

I have the strength to have made it through all these years of living a painful half life, so I know I have the
strength to reach the full life I want to live!

I started with those quotes to remind myself that I can make it through this journey. I started this mission about a year ago on spark people and I did well for a while, but then I let the actions and the words of someone close to me bring me down and stop me in my tracks. For months after I became angry and sad and blamed them, but then I realized that I didn't reach my goal because I didn't believe in myself.

So I stopped blaming them and I have picked up all my baggage and am ready to go on another journey. I have to remind myself that I have the strength to make it through. I am a strong person and I know if I focus on myself and not others I can do this. I am here for support and friendship and just to find people with a common bond and journey.

Enough sappiness, I just want to lose this weight finally, because I feel that it is holding me back. I want to do it the smart way and the healthy way. Hopefully I'll meet some people on here who are in the same frame of mind!

Member Since: 9/3/2008

Fitness Minutes: 427

My Goals:
Starting Weight - 288

My goals for now are to take this day by day and just live healthier and work out.

I will add significant goals after a month of sticking to my plan!

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