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Introduction Text Hello everyone,thank's for stoppin in......Just an FYI.....this picture of me to the left, Is NOW A CURRENT ME........I am now ready as I'll ever be...ready yet,I hate my real **big girl** me pix..It's a weight gain I never thought would happen,but here I am...I've always had a hard time with letting my **Big girl** pictures make it out the photo mat without turning into confitti by the time I make it to the parking lot...LOL....ANYWAY'S...... Well...I'm at the end of my rope WITH MY WEIGHT AND I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! At one point I hit the scales at 365 lbs.Got on track and worked real hard did it all by myself,eating right,exercising and walking 5x a week... and got down to 245,at 6ft tall I looked & felt pretty good...Started a bad habit of smoking to help keep the weight down,decided it was not a smart thing to do so I quit....and gained a pound or 60 along the way......ate my way to 306! Depressed at seeing the weight I was gaining, I thought, I cannot go back to 365 lbs.......and I can't stand the way I feel...sad,tired,outta shape...nothing fits anymore,so change had to happen...I went to my doctor for a check up 2 weeks ago,just to get a clean and clear look at where I am at...weight~206((ouch)),blood work...everything...Test results came back AND I WAS SHOCKED. He told me my blood sugar is out of control ((350 on a fast)) I am now a diabetic type 2...he put me on pills,and now more than ever I NEED TO GET MY SELF TOGETHER!!! So here I am,needing all the advise,friends, and support I can!!! I feel sad that I let myself get to this point....but at least I am here and wiling to change my lifestyle for the better!!!! So here I go....

To do the best to my ability every day...and to love myself through it all...

To take each day as it comes...One day at a time is how I need to handle this....

I live in sunny Southern California,near Los Angeles...I have 2 sons...Blake is soon to be 21,and his brother Robert soon to be 19.I am proud of my boy's....We are very close.I am single out of a divorce 2 years now...I love life...beach,cooking, playing pool, swimming... This site was a blessing.....alot of info....and nice friendly people....All new friends are more than welcome here....THANK'S!

HOW I STAY POSITIVE. I keep positive by doing what I need to do to get to that GOAL....I wanna eat all my old habit foods....I MISS EATING AT NIGHT!!!! **but** I rule my success and Only I can DO THIS 4 ME...**WE ALL** HAVE TO BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR OUR OWN ACTIONS AND WHAT WE DECIDE TO PUT INTO OUR MOUTHS!!! make smart moves and decisions... I have a few blog's I wrote...NEW TO BLOGGING....but love the freedom and response I get!

Add a Link It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not. .•*´¨♥ ) ¸.•*¨) -:¦:- (¸.•´(•*¨. ♥.•*¨) {¸♥.•´*♥.*Diane *♥.
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