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Introduction Text "I drink to remember, I smoke to forget Some things to be proud of some stuff to regret Run down some dark alleys in my own head Something is changing, changing, changing So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay There's a story for every corner of this place Running so hard you got out but your knees got grazed I'm an old dog but I learned some new tricks yeah Hey, hey it's fine Hey, hey it's fine Hey, hey it's fine I left it behind!" xxxLOLxxx Oh my friends, where I(t) start and where do I(t) finish? I'm constantly on the road to make amends. I'm facing my demons one scary sh!t at a time... I wish I got out whole from the fight; I wish there's a self to be found. My life just can't be about my weight- there's a zillion more things to who I am. Where I've been: Morbidly obese (BMI:49.5) and also at 29.7! =D Where I am: 25 pound regain arrrrrrg!! (BMI: 34.7) Where I'm going: find myself Life in numbers: 22 years I'm Joanna and I'm trying. Let's see where that'll take me. Note: See that "Add as Sparkfriend" Button on your right? Please make the while to click on it. I already feel close to you, who knows why. xD

Goal No1: Become overweight for real: 105 kgs Reached in Dec 9 2013 Goal No 2: See a 2-digit number on scale: 100 kgs Reached in March 19 2014 Goal No3: 99 kgs :p Reached in April (17/4 98.5) Goal No4: Become overweight in numbers: 95 kgs. Reached in November (28/11 95.2) Goal No5: Reach 85 kgs. Goal No6: Reach 80 kgs Wonderland (haven't been there since I was 8 years old-and shorter :D) Goal Weight: Reach 75 kgs WOWland and see if it's a comfortable and maintainable weight for my kicka$$ body!!! :D :D :D

Passionate vegan, for all the right reasons. Green salads, fruits, whole foods. Little dessert treats only when I r e a l l y want them. Yoga instead of strength training because I can really feel my body working hard then; plus it's much more enjoyable :D :D :D Walk, walk, walk and then walk more. :D Ballet, contemporary and classical and maybe hitting the gym strictly for some more strength training. Last but not least: Re-create my mindset towards food and eating.



Things to try as I get thinner (or trying to get thinner ;D) : ballet, yoga, pilates, yogilates, contemporary ballet, running, biking, contortionist performance, archery, fencing horse riding, loose sweaters, skirts, dresses, shorts, skinny jeans, high-waisted shorts, long boots,bralets, rings, waistcoats, wandering around with my bathingsuit in the beach, without feeling I have to cover myself... You're welcome to give more motivational ideas!!! :D

Add a Link I'm doing a 21 days no binge streak. FOR ME, it's been TREMENDOUSLY helpful to be accountable to other people and to compete against myself. Please join us if you think it'll work for you too:<link>www.sparkpeople.com/myspark/team_messageboard_thread.asp?board=0x1323x5901356</link> Joanne 'If a little dreaming is dangerous, the cure for it is not to dream less but to dream more, to dream all the time.' Happiness is a form of courage.
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