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I'm looking for who I am in this part of my journey. I am working to live a fearless life of authenticity. And am looking forward to the friendships that will help me become who I am.

Member Since: 2/7/2008

Fitness Minutes: 2,577

My Goals:
My goal right now is to lose 30 pounds before I go in for my 6 month post op in February. I would love to see my doc and nurse ooh and aw over that!

My Program:
Baby Steps. I've been so unhealthy for so long I know I have to just take it one small piece at a time.

Personal Information:
Wow. The last post I put here was bout my mom telling me not to wait until I had cancer to lose my weight. Well I dodged the cancer bullet because of an amazing doctor...I still have the weight to lose. I believe that will happen as I find myself. I know that is an ever changing process because change is inevitable and I grow and change along that journey. Right now I'm adapting to being a retired military wife--in a new city, without the network of military for instant friends. I've been too sick to focus on what I want this chapter of my life to look like...but I'm ready to see what I want to make of it.

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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond imagination. It is our light more than our darkness that scares us.
We ask ourselves-who are we to be brilliant, beautiful, talented and fabulous?
But honestly who are you to NOT be so?"
Marianne Williamson

This quot STILL resonates with me. I still haven't accepted I'm worthy of the self love and care it takes to be brilliant. but my mantra is "I am a beautiful vibrant woman"
One day it will sink in.

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