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I am! I am the creator of my reality: my body, my feelings, my thoughts, my actions, my relationships, my dress code. I am the most precious thing in the world. It’s true, my world wouldn’t even exist without me. I am easily constructing and deconstructing my belief systems. I am in charge of my life, my body, my choices. I have the power to commit myself to full recovery of my attention. I expand and evolve through constant upgrading of all my systems and my desires. My desires are - Goddess’s life force revealing itself through me. I lovingly promise myself the life of aligned inspiration. My sacredness is recognized and appreciated. It’s safe to be who I am. It is safe to love and be loved. Happiness is my birthright. I am surrounded by the ocean of love and oceanic tidal waves of bliss, beyond anything I knew before. I am the Artist and the Artwork and also I am the Muse and the Goddess to whom this work of art is dedicated. My universe expands and my capacity for ecstasy expands with it! I AM!
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Hello everyone. My name is Addie. I have been overweight ever since I can remember. Great gift from my mother's genes. My dad has always been thin and was always hard on me to be thin as well. Needless to say, his constant harshness toward me to be what the magazines tell us to be took a toll on my personal view of myself and completely deflated any chance for positive self-esteem. I always shrugged it off until recently.

I go to the grocery store and I am ashamed because I can hear children in the distance telling their mothers, "Mommy, she's fat!" The mothers look at me apologetically and tell their child that it's not nice to say things like that. I'm currently at 251lbs. This is the most I have ever weighed and its appalling. Time to get back on the road again and lose this baggage for good.

I was reading posts and I really relate. Every post sounded like me. Done with not being able to buy the cute outfit because their sizes don't go that high. Done with being embarrassed in public, watching people watch you. Done being trapped and not being able to do what I want. Just DONE.

I am happily married to my husband, Nick, who is very supportive in my choices in everything I do. We recently decided to start trying for children. With the help of Spark and hard work, I want to be healthy for our future children.

My target weight is 150lbs, starting from 251lbs. I am looking forward to starting my new life with every one of you. This is a grand opportunity and we will embrace it!


Member Since: 6/3/2010

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I'm from Indianapolis, Indiana. My email address is Tutubing.bakal@gmail.com

I have two cats, Persie (5 yrs) and Borris (3.5 months) as well as a dog, Tutu (3 yrs). I enjoy playing MMOs, painting, photo editing/enhancement, cooking, watching Star Trek, and amateur photography.


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Weight Track -
Starting weight: 251lbs
Goal weight: 150lbs

Weekly weigh-ins:
(First Attempt)
6/2/2010 - 251 lbs
6/8/2010 - 248 lbs
6/17/2010 - 245.5 lbs
6/24/2010 - 247.2 lbs D:
6/30/2010 - 246 lbs
7/6/2010 - 242 lbs
7/21/2010 - 241 lbs
7/28/2010 - 238 lbs
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    Happy Belated Birthday, Done Girl! Woot woot!
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    Belated Wishes to you for a Happy Birthday!
    Hope the celebration was DONE just right!
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    Leo loves children, but seldom has many of her own. She can work with children as a teacher, or selling children's toys/clothes, or doing something with art. Leo loves drama and makes a good actress. (Think Lucille Ball). Leo gets along well with Sagittarius, Aries, Gemini, Libra and Aquarius. She can have problems with her spine and back. Leo isn't naturally a fat sign, since she cares to much about how she appears to others. She loves to be the one to set the style and she hates for anyone to criticize her for not being at her best. Therefore, Leo can certainly work hard to stay fit and trim as she loves being at her best.
    In Leo, the Sun is magnetic, forceful, and dominate. You possess a good nature that is very generous, allowing you to attract many friends and followers. You can easily become a natural leader because of your demeanor and because you are ambitious, determined, and highly industrious. Self-assurance and dignity are very strong in your nature. Your magnetic personality lets you sell yourself or your ideas easily, and your persistence at doing so further enhances your leadership potential. You are at your best when placed in charge of a large scheme, for you are truly a fine organizer. You enjoy being in a position of authority because you know you were born to rule. Your sunny disposition allows you to be candid, outspoken, and very direct in all matters, without upsetting people. You possess natural leadership ability, and project such confidence and authority that you inspire others to follow you.
    The typical Leo is a natural showman, and delights in having a full measure of recognition and admiration. Leo is the most expressive sign in the zodiac. You love to show off. You probably see your role in life as the starring role. Often the Leo personality chooses some artistic form through which to express talent. There is much drama associated with Leo, and the general approach to life is full of emotional exuberance. If you are not careful, these traits can result in too large an ego, which in turn can make you very susceptible to flattery. Though you have a high opinion of yourself, you still need the approbation and appreciation of your friends and followers. Your ego needs constant reinforcement. This helps keep the spotlight focused on your activities.
    Naturally emotionally exuberant, you are not only a good actor, but you make a truly outstanding teacher, as well. The Leo association with the fifth house of the chart suggests a strong bond with children. You may consider your children to be expressions of your creativity. Typically, the Leo is very close to children, the loving benefactor and protector.

    The lordly Leo sometimes feels there should be an automatic granting of power and authority. Because of this, you may be one of those Leo types who doesn't feel the need to work your way to the top. Though in many ways you show that you are ambitious, you also can be lazy. You may only want to work at jobs that offer prestige, glamour, power or a good time. You exert yourself only in those situations were you can exhibit your star quality, and garner the attention and respect of others.
    Your gift is surely the ability that you naturally possess to lead and to inspire. You are at home on the stage or at the podium. Your poorest showing comes when you are unable to control your ego, and you let an exaggerated sense of your own importance get the upper hand. In spite of your self-assurance and dignity, you may have a degree of concern about being laughed at or disgraced in some way. Again, ego is at the base of your nature and being. -
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