Update on May 7th, 2015
Feeling chatty for once, so I'm going to try to blog again.
Update on me:
My divorce court date is getting closer and closer. So I'm stressing super badly. However, instead of freaking out and emotionally eating, I'm actually doing so... Read more
The bottom.. Rock bottom.. And the plan
When you think you are heading in the right direction, and everything goes wrong. That's me right now. I was doing good and getting back out of the 200s. I hate being in the 200s. So, I was really excited to get back out of them.
Then... Read more
It's Birthday Month...
So August has always been my favorite month because it's birthday month!! Who wouldn't like their birthday month??
Well normally August because the month I allow myself to cheat on diets, do what I want, and act a little more selfishly tha... Read more
Ugh...Restart take 2 for 2014
Okay, so I said I was restarting earlier this year. I did great for a while until things came up in my personal life. I went head first into emotional eating and not caring all over again. I'm getting healthier and happier now. So take 2 for... Read more
Day 1 :)
Okay, I have been too depressed and too off my game lately. So, I'm resetting. Today is going to be day 1!! :)
I'm going to do my best to keep myself on a schedule and to exercise everyday! Oh yeah!! It's going to be tough and when I ha... Read more
Jan 27 to Feb 3
So, I had a slip. I love ice cream. I don't always want it, but when I do, I want to eat it all the time. So, I ended up eating Cold Stone Creamery 4 times. I had the cookie with a cookie dough piece, whip cream, chocolate shavings, and cake ... Read more
Okay, so January did not go how I had hoped and tried to plan. I did not make it through the month getting in the amount of recommended serving amounts of stuff. :( However, trying was difficult as I had expected, but a lot worse on my body t... Read more
New Year 2014
Weighing in at 200 lbs, I'm not super thrilled. However, I will live. I'm focused on getting and staying healthy. Gaining and losing weight just happens when you lose focus on it for a while.
So, I'm back on track now. I'm tracking my... Read more
2013 New Year
To start the new year off right, I need to reflect on the past year.
I still have no news on my health. However, I have decided to start going back to my pain specialist and take my pills again. Hopefully I can get something that helps me... Read more
Feel pretty broken
So, I went to the doctor yesterday.
Quick update to me: got a job as a front desk clerk at a motel and was struggling with the pain; kept having more bad days than good; pills from pain management doctor wasn't helping; always tired; mood... Read more
A new low
I am so over all the pills. I told my rheumatologist I didn't want to be on a lot of pills. I told my pain specialist the same thing.
Rheumatologist said he didn't want me to try a lot of different pills that may help. He said the side e... Read more
So, I started working out more. I was eating right. I was getting really close to 180. I am at the 181-182 lbs area. So, I thought everything was working out well.
Chronic neck and back pain really gets to me though. I can't help but ... Read more
"Making a Plan" and going to stick to it.
So I've noticed, or known should I say, that I'm a bit of a procrastinator. I'm also a bit of a neat freak, chart/list lover, and need to know what's going to happen at any given moment of any given day. LOL!
So with that being said, I'... Read more
Well, I did it.
I had the prep. The liquid is horrible. I didn't weirdly lose any weight, but that's probably due to hydrating really well, and I made sure to eat jello and broth to keep my body from freaking out with food deprivation. ... Read more
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Recently trying/Prep for colonoscopy
So recently, I found a site that shows what this mom has been packing for her child's lunch. It's pretty healthy, but since I'm super picky, I won't be eating exactly what she has in the lunch. Instead, I substituted some things and omitted so... Read more