I don't know how to do this. [a plea for help?]
Thursday, July 07, 2011 15 comments
I really don't. I've set long term goals, I've set short term goals. I've set medium term goals. I've walked. I've run. I've danced. I've wii fited. I've bike ridden. I've done 1200 calories per spark people. I've done weight watchers. I've... Read more
I ate bad, now I feel bad.
Thursday, June 09, 2011 6 comments
Crap, crap, crap. I am weak! I've been dodging my friend's phone calls all week because she always want to go out to eat (she can, she's 119 lbs). Finally I felt bad yesterday and we set up a date for today. I saved up 1,000 calor... Read more
Me vs Calzone- the power food has over me
Wednesday, June 08, 2011 8 comments
All I want is a Buffalo Chicken Calzone. I tried to make it into a healthy recipe. It was gross. It's amazing how I can be so good for so long, and see progress on the scale, and still want this thing. It's amazing that more genetical... Read more
The power of McDonalds compels you! (actually, me)
Tuesday, June 07, 2011 6 comments
Hi everyone! Actually- the power of a Buffalo Chicken Calzone with extra hot chicken and mozzarella and ricotta cheese with a side of ranch and curly fries compels me currently, but that was too long for the title ;) So seriously, I'm ... Read more
Weighing in daily makes me depressed, but I do it anyway.
Saturday, June 04, 2011 9 comments
Pretty much what the title says. I don't get it. I am used to dropping anywhere from 2-9 pounds when I "start" and since I've started again, I should be that. But no. I weigh EXACTLY THE SAME as I did a week ago. No TOM. Tracked ... Read more
That little girl is laughing at me. (W1D1 follow up)
Friday, June 03, 2011 10 comments
Yesterday my boyfriend and I did W1D1 as promised. He was really nervous and self conscious about running outside, but I gave him a pep talk. On our first run he was convinced a "little girl is staring at me and laughing at me [him]." I to... Read more
W1D1 today- my fears & concerns-- tell me I'm stupid?!
Thursday, June 02, 2011 7 comments
Hi everyone! I'm reclaiming my running life today. I miss running those 7-8 miles. I never ever thought I would MISS it, but I miss how relatively easy it was to do! So I'm starting W1D1 today.... with my boyfriend in tow. Actually, it... Read more
I threw up on a rock.
Wednesday, June 01, 2011 7 comments
A few days ago I officially decided to reclaim this losing weight idea. I decided yesterday to incorporate fitness again. In October I was running 3 miles 3x a week with a long run 1x a week and was up to 7 miles of straight running. It fel... Read more
I'm a terrible BLC'er, an honest blog.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011 5 comments
As most of you know, I'm in grad school right now (1/2 way through my masters, wahoo!) and for every assignment I do, I give 100%. I love getting A's, I love learning, and I love achieving. Apparently this does not translate to BLC 16. I st... Read more
Can't wait for BLC 16!! -reflection
Friday, April 08, 2011 5 comments
I just did a little research of my own and realized I started BLC 13 @ 207 lbs, and BLC 14 @ 206 lbs. BLC 16 I will start at about... 210 lbs. Between each of these I was able to lose the weight. And gain it back, obviously. I go on v... Read more
I remember what water tastes like.
Tuesday, April 05, 2011 6 comments
I'm back with a vengeance, everyone. I'm going to stop whining about what used to be. The fact is, I'm not 185 anymore. It doesn't matter what happened in October. I am 215 now (down 3 lbs from yesterday) to make my overall weight gain ~30 ... Read more
Refocus- the Alexis "New Year"
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 5 comments
Today is the day I forgive myself. I wrote a lengthy blog entry about my battle of yo-yo dieting yesterday. It ended in complacency. As you may have read, I consumed 5000 or so calories yesterday. I woke up this morning feeling slightly ren... Read more
I'm back and screwed myself yet again. Please read and help me.
Monday, January 24, 2011 22 comments
LOL. I have to laugh because if I didn't laugh, I would definitely cry. Let's recap, for anyone who doesn't remember, ok? May 2008- 205 lbs August 2008- 182 lbs. yay! December 2008- 195lbs June 2009- 200 lbs oops. D... Read more
Rough 1.5 weeks
Monday, November 15, 2010 10 comments
Not much to say about the past week and a half. It started off with a planned day of poorISH eating... which turned into a week and a half of poor eating. 4000-6000 calories a day when my body was doing 1200 for the better part of 2 months.... Read more
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