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Feeling Dirty
Monday, June 13, 2016      7 comments

Today I was all excited to get home and finally try out the Luluroe that came in the mail! I've heard so much about it and finally I got to try it. It was thick and tight. And, I feel like a moose and pregnant. I know that is my securities comin... Read more
Tuesday, June 07, 2016      9 comments

This morning I went to my colposcopy. Basically, the Obgyn magnifies my cervix to see if there are any abnormal cells or areas. Sometimes they take a biopsy if they can't see as well or if there are some abnormal cells. Unfortunately for me she ... Read more
Monday, June 06, 2016      6 comments

I have been every size between 10 and 24 and have seen how people treat women in each of these sizes. Some good, some bad. Today I was reminded how people are overweight are treated. I realize I am the biggest person in our department. Ironicall... Read more
Annual Physical Results
Monday, May 02, 2016      3 comments

I am trying to do testing for my cholesterol and diabetes every year. My family has a history of these and I want to keep an eye on them. It comes down to that I am healthy. YAY! Cholesterol 167 Tris 52 Non HDL 90 LDL 80 HDL 77 A1... Read more
I Can Do Better
Friday, April 22, 2016      8 comments

So yesterday I woke a lovely blog with the app than it wasn't there. It was basically about how I moved to a new apartment with my boyfriend and how I am adjusting. I cannot wait to get back to normal schedule. I'd love to get back to five times... Read more
Going Sans Gym Membership
Saturday, March 05, 2016      6 comments

I have been thinking about cancelling my gym membership. In the last few months I have struggled to want to go to this gym in which I found out today I have used it for a total of 28 times for three months. Part of it is me but the other part is... Read more
Class Today
Wednesday, March 02, 2016      3 comments

As I have mentioned before I am attending a tech college to become a Physical Therapy Assistant which is an associate's degree. The last two semesters I have really struggled with these classes. I suspected I was bored by them. Tonight I de... Read more
Depression & Anxiety
Tuesday, March 01, 2016      5 comments

I don't talk about this very often anymore but today I will. My depression and anxiety. In the last two weeks, it has increased and I suspect it has to do with my new co-worker. Besides being insubordinate, she is really negative. I really... Read more
Carbs... When Did They Become the Enemy?
Monday, February 29, 2016      8 comments

This has been on my mind for the last month. When did carbs become the enemy? Last month I felt my eating got out of hand and thought I'd work with a nutritionist. I clearly said in our first meeting, "I want to learn how to eat normal." ... Read more
Self Care
Thursday, February 25, 2016      4 comments

It can be so hard to do self care. I am proud that I decided to work less and take a loan out so I can do these classes. I didn't even see it before... Today was the first day for getting off at noon. I made have not been super productive but ... Read more
Exercise Required (Not Optional)
Sunday, February 21, 2016      4 comments

As I seek out advice through different avenues, people asked about decreasing my amount of exercise and many have referred to it as recreation or optional. It is not optional but a requirement. Even through I DO enjoy it, it is a daily requireme... Read more
Overwhelmed with Life
Saturday, February 20, 2016      10 comments

I really don't know where to start. I am so overwhelmed with negative emotions - stress, anger, and sadness. Because I struggle with accepting to feel these emotions, I have emotionally ate so much this week, particularly yesterday. I cannot bel... Read more
I like mornings?
Wednesday, December 30, 2015      4 comments

It has come to my attention that I DO like working out in the morning. Last week I worked out twice in the morning and I really liked it. I felt proud for getting it done before work and it was nice to just go home and relax. In a few weeks, I w... Read more
Do people ever really understand?
Saturday, December 12, 2015      5 comments

Do people ever really understand how it means to lose weight and to keep it off? So often good meaning friends and family will say "Just have one, it won't hurt anything" or "Have a rest day". I get what they are saying it is okay to have a brea... Read more
Weight Loss Thoughts...
Sunday, November 29, 2015      7 comments

Today I had Thanksgiving with my boyfriend's family - parents and brother and sister-in-law. His dad has lost 130 pounds and he likes to talk about what he has learned in his journey. Even through I lost my weight here and he lost his through th... Read more

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