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Need to watch my fat and carb intake...
Wednesday, January 06, 2016      5 comments

Yeah, right. What do I eat besides carbs? Oh yeah, evidently, I eat fat. And I do not know what to do with this epiphany. ... Read more
The Challenge Starts Tomorrow!!
Friday, January 01, 2016      4 comments

And it's good cuz I'm fat. Not just "Oooh, I gained a couple of pounds!" but I GAINED A BUNCH OF POUNDS!!!!!! And that is just in the last week or so. I know my downfalls. Fred and I didn't munch during the day. Yes, we spent a LOT on food ... Read more
The 2016 Winter 5% Challenge (Or Something Like That)
Saturday, December 19, 2015      19 comments

I have been looking for a Challenge here on SP. I went to the Challenge area and looked around but I didn't find anything I thought would work. (Even after asking myself, am I NOT joining cuz of negative voices?) When I was sure of my reasons fo... Read more
And I did start....
Tuesday, December 01, 2015      1 comments

I have walked a mile today for my fitness. I released some endorphins cuz earlier I was yelling at everybody. I hate not knowing an exact payment. Is it going to be $50 or $500? I don't even know!! Will I be able to buy Bill's gift? Will I make ... Read more
Beacuse Of Thanksgiving....
Thursday, November 26, 2015      0 comments

I have made the decision to start tracking my food tomorrow. I hadn't set a date before now so I'm not just procrastinating, I am seriously thinking. So while thinking, I thought "why not start NOW!". But, it is the holiday and I don't think I'l... Read more
And I lost 2-3 lbs!!
Tuesday, November 24, 2015      0 comments

It's 3 on my doctor's scale and only 2 on mine but it's a loss. I do wonder if it's part of my Yo-Yo 195-210 range but the doctor mentioned the loss to me this time. He never has before. Tonight, and you guys have to hold me to it, I am exp... Read more
Did it!!
Sunday, November 22, 2015      0 comments

Yes, I did!! 40 minutes and didn't give up!!!!! emoticon... Read more
No More Pity City!
Sunday, November 22, 2015      0 comments

I am doing better. And I am blogging again. To heck with the nay sayers! It's my life, not theirs and I am entitled to my opinions. I can also leave my stuff to any one I please! So there! ... Read more
Not Feelin It Anymore....
Friday, November 20, 2015      0 comments

I have been so battered by the nay sayers of my blog. Not long ago, it looked like I might be making some money blogging. Had a backer and everything. Advertising was starting to come in. Then a nay sayer started posting very rude comments. My b... Read more
Thursday, November 12, 2015      0 comments

I am sad today. I am experiencing Body Dysphoria. When I look in the mirror, I see my "old CA" self, a size 3X. In reality, I am a Large. Respectable but not what I see. This triggers my Eating Disorder. I suffer from BED (Binge Eating Disorder)... Read more
Hey, I'm here. I'm real. I do exist....
Sunday, November 08, 2015      0 comments

Starting over again, see I have been a member since the beginning (I don't remember what year). Sparkpeople cost me $9.95 a month in the beginning. (Remember, Sparkguy?) Then, after a while, it went to $9.95 a year. And after a while, ads suppor... Read more