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Good news for mom and me
Tuesday, May 22, 2018      3 comments

Well yesterday was the day that mom went to see the oncologist and abdominal transplant surgeon in Green Bay for the second time in a while since switching Dr. Hamdan in Marinette. First let me start off by saying that the tumor is again stable ... Read more
Relying on God as the time for my mom to see the oncologist nears again
Friday, May 18, 2018      3 comments

RIght now with the stress of mom's situation getting to me. I am relying on God totally and know that I can't do this on my own. As step 3 states I must surrender all to God. I must also be willing to cast my cares on my Lord. To cast means to... Read more
week 28 of therapy
Thursday, May 17, 2018      4 comments

This week I told Christine about how far I was in the book Battlefield of the Mind. I also told her that I was under 400 lbs for the first time in 11 years since 2007 to be exact. I also spoke of how I was 121 days abstinent now as of yesterday.... Read more
a poem about mom's situation
Wednesday, May 09, 2018      3 comments

Torn apart in two directions Don’t they know what they are doing to me? Can’t they see the pain they are causing me? When they push for aggressive treatment They destroy me and make me feel worthless Mom says I am not but how I... Read more
week 27 of therapy
Wednesday, May 09, 2018      5 comments

this week we discussed many things including the fact I am willing to marry the man I am with right now for the first time. That means changes are on the way for me and it also means I am ready to commit to him as well. I believe that the book B... Read more
Neurology report on my tremor
Thursday, May 03, 2018      3 comments

Here is what my Nurse Practitioner in Neurology said to me. I don't have Parkinson's or anything like it. However what I do have is something called Benign Essential Tremor. What this means for me is that when I have one. I have to learn to work... Read more
week 26 of therapy and other news
Tuesday, May 01, 2018      4 comments

Well the inside outside box was put on hold for a while since she was so busy but I don't hold it against her. I still need to work on getting my emotions in check sometimes. In session we discussed more about my past and what happened at my pas... Read more
Last test came in this morning
Friday, April 27, 2018      3 comments

A1C came in this morning and I am not diabetic. Now I have to wait and see what my neurologist nurse practitioner says about my tremors in the hands. Since nothing was found in blood work with diabetes. Here we go again more possible blood work ... Read more
Now the waiting begins...
Thursday, April 26, 2018      4 comments

Well today I seen my pcp Dr. Julie Magnin and told her about my symptoms and she is very concerned about them. She ordered a whole battery of tests on me. Most of the test results are in excluding the A1C which takes 2 days to get in. I also was... Read more
week 25 of therapy
Tuesday, April 24, 2018      5 comments

This week we discussed my concerns about my possible diabetic diagnosis since my hands are shaking uncontrollably. Along with the other symptoms that I am having that have me concerned as well. I know I put myself in this situation by not eating... Read more
week 24 of therapy
Wednesday, April 18, 2018      6 comments

this week I discussed with Christine what I am reading by Joyce Meyer which is the Battlefield of the Mind right now. I have learned as I started to read that book that I have a lot of problems with control and wanting things my way in relations... Read more
Time to reassess how to release my weight
Wednesday, April 11, 2018      3 comments

I believe my problem with weight release is 2 fold. It lies in too much sodium and too many days on the higher end of my calorie range. I am going to start cutting out snacks in between meals and after supper to cut calories down and also I am g... Read more
week 23 of therapy
Tuesday, April 10, 2018      3 comments

This week we discussed the fact my sponsor lost her sister to a heart attack and how it could be me as well. I also told her about my visit with my gastro doctor and how it went. He put me back on a pill for my IBS. The pill I took once before a... Read more
Over 80 days abstinent with serenity
Sunday, April 08, 2018      5 comments

As of now I am at 82 days abstinent with serenity my goal is to maintain this but also to release weight and I am not releasing weight. I am doing the opposite right now which is gaining weight. I am on yo-yoing a lot! I am very frustrated. I kn... Read more
this week no therapy my counselor has the flu
Thursday, April 05, 2018      1 comments

This week Christine has the flu so I don't get to see her so my therapy is postponed till next week. I am finding out that I am going to need to remind myself when I have appointments with my sponsor. I missed it last week. Last night I thought ... Read more

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