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this week no therapy my counselor has the flu
Thursday, April 05, 2018      1 comments

This week Christine has the flu so I don't get to see her so my therapy is postponed till next week. I am finding out that I am going to need to remind myself when I have appointments with my sponsor. I missed it last week. Last night I thought ... Read more
week 22 of therapy and my birthday
Saturday, March 31, 2018      2 comments

This week I seen Christine on my birthday and we discussed my gratitude list which at the time had 110 times on it. It now has over 200 items on it. We discussed my affirmation cards as well. Then we discussed what my mom got me for my birthday ... Read more
week 21 of my therapy
Tuesday, March 20, 2018      2 comments

this week we got into part 3 of the book and I am starting to see how I processed the book and how it hit as I read it from the beginning. Next week I will be seeing Christine on my birthday as a way to celebrate my recovery and my new life in r... Read more
Week 20 of therapy and some shocking news
Wednesday, March 14, 2018      6 comments

this week i told Chris what was going on with my weight. For two weeks in a row I went up 4 lbs each and jumped back up to 408! I was not happy about it at all. My food intake has a lot to do with it. When I don't get in the 1600 - 2000 calories... Read more
week 19 of therapy and other news
Wednesday, March 07, 2018      0 comments

This week I discussed my step 4 work with Christine and how it affected me when I told my sponsor. To be honest I was not liking this step it was not my favorite step at all but it had to be done in order to come clean with my Higher Power which... Read more
week 18 of therapy
Wednesday, February 28, 2018      0 comments

Hello everyone I am going to make an announcement today. On Tuesday morning I was weighed at the doctor's office and I reached the 400 lb mark after struggling with my weight and eating for so long. I am also for 42 days abstinent now. The meeti... Read more
week 17 of therapy
Thursday, February 22, 2018      1 comments

This week we discussed my progress and other things and how I am inspiring my counselor with my work. She is really impressed with my progress. I spoke about the dog and her health and other things as well. I told her about a book I am reading c... Read more
Week 16 of therapy
Monday, February 19, 2018      0 comments

Week 16 of therapy brought a change for me. I started to recognize what feelings trigger my eating and why I eat. It also brought a lot talk about my mom since my mom and I are constantly fighting about money right now since we are scared about ... Read more
returning to home church after a long time
Saturday, February 10, 2018      1 comments

My mom and I are returning to our home church which was Grover of many years after a long absence. We feel it is time to finally go back. I received a sign to go back. That sign was a mom getting a hug from the pastor's wife at a grocery store i... Read more
week 15 of my therapy
Friday, February 09, 2018      2 comments

This week of my therapy I discussed my past more with Christine including how a teacher treated me in the past and caused me to feel inferior as a person. I told her a lot about my past and the teacher. I also discusssed other things as well tha... Read more
read a book entitled sort and succeed used it organize my room successfully
Monday, February 05, 2018      4 comments

I have a read book entitled Sort and Succeed and have actually chose to use it to organize my room since it is very disorganized. So far I would say it would say it is a success! I went through my book case and a box of books and am giving away ... Read more
Week 14 therapy and health woes
Wednesday, January 31, 2018      3 comments

This week we got into the book a little bit more. we also discussed what was on my heart. We also discussed what was going on with me health-wise. It is a recurring issue that needs prayer. I am seeing the doctor tomorrow for it.... Read more
week 13 of my therapy
Friday, January 26, 2018      0 comments

This week I told Christine I was two recovery groups now. Both of them are Christian recovery groups that are online. I know that recovery is a process and that it takes time and I can't rush it either. Christine said she is excited for me becau... Read more
The start of new me
Saturday, January 20, 2018      3 comments

After realizing that I would be separated from my mom if she had surgery and I would have to take care of my dog and be taken care of by a home health care nurse. It's the end of the road and it's the straw that broke the camel's back. I am tire... Read more
week 12 of my therapy
Wednesday, January 17, 2018      2 comments

this week I didn't get into my book since I spoke about what was on my heart again. Which dealt with my mom. This week she seen the surgeon after the tests and she told me we had to make a decision on whether to wait it out a couple months or to... Read more

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