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update on me since my ct scan and other news
Monday, January 08, 2018      5 comments

Today was the day of my ct scan. I am glad that it is over. I should know the results of the ct scan either tomorrow or Wednesday from my gastro doc.I had my mom pray for me before I left. It is over however the liquid contrast solution caused ... Read more
week 11 of therapy
Wednesday, January 03, 2018      1 comments

This week I told Christine how I am feeling my emotions and also am afraid of what the ct scan will show for me.Since I am unsure what is going on with me right now when it comes to pain. The pain is not easy to bare at times. I am waiting on th... Read more
health woes
Friday, December 29, 2017      3 comments

My Irritable Bowel Syndrome or IBS has flared up again. My gastro doc wants tests run on me plus a ct scan on my abdomen for pain from my lower left side. The ct scan is tentatively scheduled for January 8th. I am not looking forward to it. I am... Read more
week 10 of my therapy
Wednesday, December 20, 2017      3 comments

In Yesterday's session I told Christine that I am now working the program through a Life Recovery Workbook. She is excited for me. She taped the promises that I receive when I work the program successfully into both books. I told her what God is... Read more
the program beginning and realization that I am far from perfect and the Lord
Monday, December 18, 2017      3 comments

Today the Life Recovery Workbook came in the mail for me. I did step one. It was several pages in length. I realize that I am not perfect and am not in control of my eating. I also know that I am away from the Lord. The Lord showed me that throu... Read more
week 9 of therapy and an update on my recovery process
Wednesday, December 13, 2017      4 comments

This week we finally finished chapter 1, started chapter 2 and discussed the end of one and start of the other. Now for an update on my recovery. I now have a sponsor for my recovery. I went to my first meeting via phone on Monday night. I learn... Read more
Week 8 of my therapy
Wednesday, December 06, 2017      2 comments

Yesterday we made more headway in chapter 1. We are almost done reading chapter 1. I finished reading chapter 6 and the stuff is hitting me hard once again. I am now in a group on yahoo for my eating disorder called Angels on Assignment. It is a... Read more
Realizing that if I don't change things I will miss a lot of things in life
Thursday, November 30, 2017      5 comments

As I read the book I am realizing that I need to make changes and those changes start with me taking action and choosing to leave ED/BESSY behind. It also means finds a mentor for my eating disorder and other areas of my life so I can grow as a ... Read more
week 7 of my therapy
Tuesday, November 28, 2017      2 comments

This week we got back on track with the book. We discussed why I have the eating disorder and also why I am binging like I am and what I binge on. Very few of you know I binge on sweets, cheese, salty foods and also things that are convenient to... Read more
a brief overview of chapter 4 of Goodbye ed, hello me
Saturday, November 25, 2017      2 comments

Each chapter is divided into sections that are meant to be read and thought over. Some sections have something called real action where the reader must take action to do something with what they read earlier. Chapter 4 is called Getting Engaged... Read more
week 6 of my therapy
Wednesday, November 22, 2017      1 comments

This week I told Christine about a lot about my past like Dad and how I kept a secret from my mom about the fact that dad was dying. I also told her about grandma's death and how she only answered to grandma and not her name or mom. That she was... Read more
Going through a growth period and a period of brokenness
Sunday, November 19, 2017      1 comments

As I work through the issues that caused the eating disorder that I aptly named Ed/ Bessy. I am going through a period of growth and brokenness. I am praying more. I am listening to more to Christian music now which is bringing me closer to God.... Read more
New Primary Care Provider Visit overview
Friday, November 17, 2017      5 comments

Today as I said earlier I seen Dr. Julie Magnin to establish care with her. I was her first patient of the day and I seen her. I liked her a lot. She is very personable and likable. She is someone I can get along with really well. I believe her ... Read more
week 5 of therapy (video blog)
Thursday, November 16, 2017      13 comments

therapy overview... Read more
Friday morning I said goodbye to my Primary care physician.
Sunday, November 12, 2017      7 comments

As the blog title states I said goodbye to my Primary care physician. We hugged goodbye. I gave her a goodbye card and told her what she meant to me. I am going to Green Bay to see a new primary care physician named Julie Magnin. I will see her ... Read more

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