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The process to weight loss surgery has begun
Tuesday, November 12, 2019      11 comments

As of today I have chosen to make it official and start the process for weight loss surgery. I'm both excited and nervous right now about it however I know it has to be done.... Read more
my decision is now final!
Saturday, November 09, 2019      10 comments

After a long talk and prolonged prayer time and Bible study time with the Lord. God gave me this verse from the Bible to enforce my decision. Deut 1:6 The Lord our God said to us in Horeb, You have dwelt long enough on this mountain. Then He spo... Read more
week 96 of therapy
Wednesday, November 06, 2019      5 comments

As I write this blog I am fearing for my very life because my weight has not gone down as I had hoped. In the past 3 months I was told I gained 30 lbs. I am at a loss here. My body is fighting against me and I need to realize that sometimes peop... Read more
week 95 of therapy
Tuesday, October 29, 2019      9 comments

This week in therapy we discussed me getting a new sponsor and me starting with her. We also discussed the fact that the first time I love working out and the reason why. I found an app on google play store called fiton where you can find differ... Read more
week 94 of therapy and other news
Thursday, October 24, 2019      9 comments

This week in therapy we discussed many things and also getting back into the book by Joyce Meyer called Living beyond Your Feelings. In other news I had to part ways with my sponsor. So right now I am in search of another one. I am also gaining ... Read more
week 93 of therapy
Monday, October 21, 2019      3 comments

we discussed my decision to change psychiatrists since mine is leaving in Dec. so I need another one. We discussed the fact that my IBS is not under control yet. I am still fighting to keep food in. I discussed the fact that I fell twice and bro... Read more
week 92 of therapy
Tuesday, October 08, 2019      3 comments

This week in therapy we discussed a few things that were painful for me to talk about. One of which is the fact that my weight is making it impossible for me to be in kitchen now since there are no chairs that will hold my weight now. I have gai... Read more
week 91 of therapy
Thursday, October 03, 2019      5 comments

this week in therapy we discussed my appointment with the orthopedic surgeon on Friday which is by the way tomorrow. So I am both anxious and nervous about it. Since I don't know what it holds for me. I only know that my knee is getting worse. T... Read more
week 90 of therapy
Tuesday, September 24, 2019      4 comments

This week in therapy we discussed the stress test results. Which were normal and nothing was wrong with my heart. So I don't need to see my cardiologist for a while. We also discussed the handsome married nuclear med tech I saw and picked on me ... Read more
Week 89 of therapy
Sunday, September 22, 2019      3 comments

This past week in therapy we discussed my stress test and how I would be getting up extra early and have no coffee. We also discussed my bible study I am working on through here on Sparkpeople that is called Freedom from Emotional Eating. I disc... Read more
Week 88 of therapy
Tuesday, September 10, 2019      5 comments

This week we discussed the biggest news which is the upcoming stress test which is a chemical one and is in being done by another cardiologist for my cardiologist so he can see what he is going on with my heart. It is a nuclear stress test on th... Read more
Stress test has been scheduled for next Thursday.
Monday, September 09, 2019      6 comments

Well the stress test is now on next Thurs morning. It could last as long as 5 hours! I have been warned. I can't eat or drink anything 6 hours prior before it. So I am not looking forward to this at all. Please pray for this test.... Read more
an update on the stress test situation
Friday, September 06, 2019      4 comments

Well my stress test did not go as planned. I can tell you that what happened was I escorted out of the test area because of the fact they can't do the test on me locally in my local hospital. My stomach is in the way of the camera basically. I m... Read more
Week 87 of therapy
Tuesday, September 03, 2019      7 comments

This week we discussed my appointment Sheila and how Dr. Mike peeked in on me at the clinic and I wanted to pick in on him. We also went through a guided meditation as well to get rid of stress. I am going through a lot right now if you consider... Read more
Week 86 of therapy
Thursday, August 29, 2019      3 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my depression getting worse and me going to see another psychiatrist in De Pere since my regular one was out of the office and had a family emergency at the moment. I also discussed Dr. Mike dressing up for me ... Read more

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