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slowly falling apart
Friday, May 17, 2019      3 comments

For those who don't know I am falling apart on the inside. I am not as strong as I appear on here. What I show you is a mask to hide the pain I am going through right now. I told my mom I am falling apart already. I am unsure how much longer I c... Read more
week 72 of therapy
Tuesday, May 14, 2019      1 comments

this week in therapy we discussed my fset requirements and how they are causing me to wear out too quickly and feel extremely very tired. I told my counselor about the issue and explained about how my mobility issues and how my pain conditions a... Read more
week 71 of therapy
Wednesday, May 08, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed the fact that I had to look for work again through FSET and how I felt about it. I discussed the fact that Dr. Mike always opens his mouth and gets into trouble and ends up saying something that makes me laugh. ... Read more
week 70 of therapy
Saturday, May 04, 2019      2 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my mom and her being in pain. We also discussed my being diabetic. How I felt about it and how I knew it was coming but just wished it hadn't come so soon. We finished chapter 11 in the book Living Beyond Your F... Read more
BLC 40 SMART goals
Wednesday, May 01, 2019      6 comments

Here are my goals for the BLC 1. Drink 12 -14 glasses of water a day 2. Exercise 4 to 6x a week 3. St 3- 4x a week 4. Choose healthy snacks over sandwiches ... Read more
My life as it now stands
Saturday, April 27, 2019      5 comments

I want to let everyone know that I have been diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes now. I am now testing my blood sugars 2x a day. I have to make some changes. I am going to start with portion control since that is where I fail the most. I need to watc... Read more
An update for you on me
Friday, April 26, 2019      5 comments

Today I saw Sheila Teddy, Dr. Mike Kolczynski's partner and chose to tell her about my knees and how they were bothering me of late. She told me about some options for my pain like my cortisone shots and the rfas I get but for the knees. I chose... Read more
week 69 of therapy and other news
Wednesday, April 24, 2019      4 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my IBS and how bad it truly was. Which was pretty bad because I couldn't keep food in through diarrhea. I had it so bad that 5 days in a row I ended up with diarrhea. Yesterday it finally stopped or so I thought... Read more
botox injections for migraines with neurologist went well
Wednesday, April 17, 2019      5 comments

Today I had my 1st round of botox with my neurologist. All I felt was a pinprick each time. I really trust her. I feel like I am in good and capable hands with her. I will hate to lose her. But she is in her 60's already so eventually she will r... Read more
Promised poem
Monday, April 15, 2019      2 comments

Our King chose to set us free He chose to be born as a babe In a manger at Bethlehem He could have come some other way However, his Father had other plans He chose a cruel death On a cross to set us free From sin, death, ... Read more
Week 68 of therapy
Monday, April 15, 2019      3 comments

This week we discussed my decision to avoid temptation with food I normally love to dig into a lot. I told her how I said Thy will be done and God told me not to eat any of it but to put it away from me. I also told her how I have to come up wit... Read more
Decision to avoid online store websites for 2 mos and other news
Saturday, April 13, 2019      3 comments

I was praying about my burn out and my need for spiritual renewal as a believer of God. My Lord told me that required me to stay away from eBay and Amazon for 2 mos time in order for it to happen. However, I also know that He is testing me and m... Read more
Another update for you
Friday, April 12, 2019      6 comments

Today I spoke with the pharmacy. Then I spoke with mom and we chose to pay the price for the prescribed shampoo for my eczema on my scalp. I just started using it today. I got a call from the neurologist's office today as well. I found out that... Read more
another doctor update for you
Thursday, April 11, 2019      3 comments

I saw my primary's partner today and she told me I don't have psoriasis but what I do have is eczema on my scalp. She has prescribed a shampoo for the problem which hasn't come yet from the pharmacy. I will be calling them tomorrow since I didn'... Read more
week 67 of therapy and other news
Wednesday, April 10, 2019      3 comments

Well, this week I discussed the fact I have to have another upper endoscopy for my swallowing. I also discussed with her the fact that I have to do another test for my gi team. Another one that my body doesn't always cooperate with. I also discu... Read more

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