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Week 101 of therapy and more news
Wednesday, December 11, 2019      4 comments

This week in therapy we discussed all the changes in bariatric program that are going on. Including the fact that I am introducing changes into my food plan early so I can adapt and hopefully then get used to the idea of living without the foods... Read more
Week 100 of therapy and the best news ever
Tuesday, December 03, 2019      7 comments

Well this week in therapy we mainly discussed the consultation with Laura Ginter and how it went. It went exceptionally well I am now a bariatric patient. I have to lose 45 lbs right now. I am excited and nervous all at once. She believes I have... Read more
Week 99 of therapy and other news
Wednesday, November 27, 2019      3 comments

This week in therapy we discussed the OA meeting I went to over the phone and how I discussed the fact that my anger is one of character defects and when my dad was living I used to get into arguments with him and we would end yelling at each ot... Read more
Three things I am grateful
Wednesday, November 20, 2019      8 comments

1. Selah's newest release Firm Foundation which spoke to me. If you haven't listened to it please do it is amazing! 2. My Mom's constant care and support She is basically always there for me. 3. My Bible ... Read more
week 98 of therapy
Tuesday, November 19, 2019      5 comments

This week in therapy I discussed many issues among them my ibs being unresolved, my potential bariatric surgery, and other things. As of now I have complete peace with my decision largely due to the fact I was listening to a song by Selah called... Read more
week 97 of therapy
Thursday, November 14, 2019      5 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my decision to do bariatric surgery. For those who don't realize if I did research or not. I read one book on it from cover to cover thinking about all the changes it would involve for me and also considered my ... Read more
The process to weight loss surgery has begun
Tuesday, November 12, 2019      11 comments

As of today I have chosen to make it official and start the process for weight loss surgery. I'm both excited and nervous right now about it however I know it has to be done.... Read more
my decision is now final!
Saturday, November 09, 2019      10 comments

After a long talk and prolonged prayer time and Bible study time with the Lord. God gave me this verse from the Bible to enforce my decision. Deut 1:6 The Lord our God said to us in Horeb, You have dwelt long enough on this mountain. Then He spo... Read more
week 96 of therapy
Wednesday, November 06, 2019      5 comments

As I write this blog I am fearing for my very life because my weight has not gone down as I had hoped. In the past 3 months I was told I gained 30 lbs. I am at a loss here. My body is fighting against me and I need to realize that sometimes peop... Read more
week 95 of therapy
Tuesday, October 29, 2019      9 comments

This week in therapy we discussed me getting a new sponsor and me starting with her. We also discussed the fact that the first time I love working out and the reason why. I found an app on google play store called fiton where you can find differ... Read more
week 94 of therapy and other news
Thursday, October 24, 2019      9 comments

This week in therapy we discussed many things and also getting back into the book by Joyce Meyer called Living beyond Your Feelings. In other news I had to part ways with my sponsor. So right now I am in search of another one. I am also gaining ... Read more
week 93 of therapy
Monday, October 21, 2019      3 comments

we discussed my decision to change psychiatrists since mine is leaving in Dec. so I need another one. We discussed the fact that my IBS is not under control yet. I am still fighting to keep food in. I discussed the fact that I fell twice and bro... Read more
week 92 of therapy
Tuesday, October 08, 2019      3 comments

This week in therapy we discussed a few things that were painful for me to talk about. One of which is the fact that my weight is making it impossible for me to be in kitchen now since there are no chairs that will hold my weight now. I have gai... Read more
week 91 of therapy
Thursday, October 03, 2019      5 comments

this week in therapy we discussed my appointment with the orthopedic surgeon on Friday which is by the way tomorrow. So I am both anxious and nervous about it. Since I don't know what it holds for me. I only know that my knee is getting worse. T... Read more
week 90 of therapy
Tuesday, September 24, 2019      4 comments

This week in therapy we discussed the stress test results. Which were normal and nothing was wrong with my heart. So I don't need to see my cardiologist for a while. We also discussed the handsome married nuclear med tech I saw and picked on me ... Read more

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