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Struggling still with my health righft now.
Sunday, September 13, 2020      5 comments

For those of you who are wondering I am still currently struggling with constipation that has not gone away. However it has gotten progressively worse over the past couple weeks and as of last Wednesday I ended up in the emergency room and I was... Read more
I finally am putting my health first!
Tuesday, August 11, 2020      8 comments

There's a particular reason why I titled the blog what it is. The reason is I have chosen to officially not only put my health first but also learn to look past my mistakes and learn from them. I have decided to stop letting fears rule my decis... Read more
Past few weeks of therapy summed up along any updates on me
Friday, August 07, 2020      5 comments

First let me apologize for being absent from Sparkpeople for so long. I let my depression get the best of me and I have to admit that I should have known better. However I have learned from my mistake now and I am learning not to isolate myself ... Read more
Past 3 weeks of therapy summed up for you
Wednesday, July 08, 2020      5 comments

In the past three weeks of therapy a lot has been discussed however I know I haven't written about it to you at all. First of all I discussed in week 124 the fact that my neurologist and myself got into it and she basically tore me down and said... Read more
Week 123 of therapy
Sunday, June 21, 2020      6 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my possibility of having the surgery again. We also discussed my mom and her back and how we are waiting to hear about whether or not she will have the MRI for it. We discussed my possible CT-scan. We also used ... Read more
Week 122 of therapy and more news
Wednesday, June 10, 2020      5 comments

This week in therapy we discussed several things one of which was the fact I had fallen the same day I had the appointment with my therapist. I spoke of how again I was dizzy with a case of vertigo and when I started to walk I tripped over a pie... Read more
Week 121 of therapy and some sad news regarding my pain doctor
Wednesday, June 03, 2020      4 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my sponsor resigning and my need to find another sponsor now. I also discussed the fact that the first time in weeks I release some weight now. I am thankful for that. However I realize that I have a lot of work... Read more
Weeks 119 and 120 of therapy
Sunday, May 31, 2020      6 comments

In these past two weeks I have been reworking my program of recovery and also seeing that I had a lot of areas that needed to be worked in the area of relationships in general. Just like a butterfly needs a cocoon to become beautiful after being... Read more
week 118 of therapy
Sunday, May 17, 2020      4 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my 2nd rejection in the bariatric program now and how I feel about it. Also the fact that I have cellulitis now and I have to be on an antibiotic called keflex in order to get rid of it. I also discussed the fac... Read more
Second no for bariatric surgery in 5 years
Friday, May 08, 2020      5 comments

RIght now at this moment I am screaming silently on the inside because as of yesterday I had the door slammed in my face for bariatric surgery again and I feel like I can't seem to win at this point. I feel so empty on the inside because I was s... Read more
week 117 of therapy
Wednesday, May 06, 2020      6 comments

This week in therapy we discussed my pain issues and my appointments that I would have to make and also the fact that the pain is affecting my ability to exercise at the current time right now. What I didn't discuss is the fact I chose to make a... Read more
Week 116 of therapy and update on my recovery
Wednesday, April 29, 2020      5 comments

As of this week I finally can say that I will have an appointment f2f with a doctor for the first time since COVID-19 started here in the US. I received a call from my neurologist's office and they wanted to schedule me for my botox injections n... Read more
weeks 115 and 116 of therapy
Tuesday, April 21, 2020      4 comments

In the last two sessions we discussed a lot of things. One thing we discussed was how I was treated as a child by a vice principal in middle school and how it affected me overall. Also how that same person worked together with a teacher to destr... Read more
Weeks 113 and 114 of therapy
Thursday, April 09, 2020      6 comments

In these past two weeks of therapy we discussed quite a bit and I told her about the fact that mom and me exploded if you will at each other on my birthday and i ended up feeling miserable afterwards because i couldn't concentrate on anything el... Read more
update on me and how things are going right now
Saturday, March 28, 2020      5 comments

As of last week I had my last appointment in person with Christine due to COVID-19. Many of my appointments have been canceled and rescheduled to a later date now. I have officially had enough of being isolated from the world already and wish th... Read more

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