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Letting Go
Thursday, October 04, 2018      1 comments

Things have been very rough the last six months and I have put on a ton of weight. I feel so defeated. I can't give up though. I have too many people I love and too much to live for. I am just so tired. My goals this week: track every ... Read more
Food Struggle
Monday, April 02, 2018      4 comments

I am writing this today as a reminder why I need to eat better and make time for myself. The last few weeks have been an emotional and physical roller coaster, and during times like this, when I should love myself and eat better, I tend to numb ... Read more
Week One BL Challenge Overview
Wednesday, March 14, 2018      2 comments

3/7/18-3/14/18 Lost 3 lbs This week we bought a new scale, love it. I have been buying freezer meals to prep healthy meals so that if I get busy with the kids or work we don't order out. I have actually been doing this for a few months... Read more
Motivation Lacking, What do you do?
Saturday, March 10, 2018      2 comments

I am so tired and I have no idea why. I take pills for iron so it shouldn't be the anemia. I need to get moving and I just seem so stuck. Stress is getting to me big time. I used to be the person that motivated everyone. I just don't know w... Read more
My other life
Wednesday, February 28, 2018      4 comments

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Day Two
Friday, July 28, 2017      2 comments

Yesterday I started a 30 day exercise challenge. So much is going on in my life that I have to make a real conscious effort to stay on track. I started a business and it is keeping me really busy but it is also in my home which makes it easy t... Read more
Strong Enough to Start Again...Maybe
Thursday, June 22, 2017      4 comments

It is hard to believe I have not been on Spark since the beginning of the New Year. I just disappeared, I know. The end of 2016 turned out to be completely overwhelming as we visited specialists regarding my kids. I began the year grieving so... Read more
Reflecting 2016
Saturday, December 31, 2016      1 comments

As my 41st New Year begins on this earth, I remember good years and not so great years. I noticed that there is a clear correlation between my decisions and the outcomes that make up my life. There are also random moments of "how the hell coul... Read more
BL Challenge Week One in Review
Wednesday, December 14, 2016      1 comments

This week was challenging and far from perfect. There is so much going on, good and bad. I fooled myself thinking that I wouldn't touch any cookies from our cookie exchange. I should have known better. I am still down two pounds, and gratefu... Read more
I told 2016 to Bite Me but then something happened
Sunday, December 11, 2016      8 comments

I found out today that my SIL who was six months pregnant lost all three of her triplets last night. All three were boys, two were identical. I know they were not born yet, but for me and my husband they would have been our first nephews and w... Read more
Serenity
Saturday, December 10, 2016      2 comments

For the last two weeks I have had to tell myself stop stressing and let go. There is only so much you can control. I am a bit calmer now, but the end to 2016 has been a doozy. We went to Rochester and met with a specialist. I left there ... Read more
Week One Winter
Wednesday, December 07, 2016      3 comments

Goals: This time of year is absolutely chaotic. With seven kids and tons of family, the holidays are crazy but so much fun. This week I plan to track every day, up my water and exercise as much as possible. Thursday and Saturday are going to... Read more
Being Proactive
Sunday, December 04, 2016      3 comments

I realized today that I am in a better place. Things still have not totally worked out, but I feel more capable of taking care of business. I am grateful for so much today. Yesterday we brought my aunt over. My Uncle passed shortly after... Read more
Ups and Downs
Saturday, December 03, 2016      2 comments

On Thanksgiving night my husband was threatened and assaulted at his job, by two men who regularly came in to where he worked and caused problems. We had to file a police report. I was really surprised when they told him he could not come back ... Read more
Feeling Successful
Tuesday, November 29, 2016      3 comments

This week has gone really well. I am back to working out and should hit at least four days this week if not more. I have been working out with Country Heat and Turbo Jam, they are so much fun. I know Turbo Jam works because I lost 50 lbs years... Read more

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