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I'm Still Alive
Tuesday, February 02, 2010      1 comments

The internet hasn't been working because of the power being out at the tower, but I'm at my mom's now. I'm hoping to get a student ID tomorrow and be able to start using the gym on campus. Who knows what is going to happen. I've had crap food, b... Read more
Iced In
Sunday, January 31, 2010      1 comments

There was a huge ice/sleet/snow/freezing fog storm in Oklahoma so my internet is down. I had to travel 45miles to come to my moms to use it. The only reason I did was to do homework and study and whatnot. Weight loss has not been the #1 priority... Read more
This Time Around
Wednesday, January 27, 2010      3 comments

I really do feel like this time around my experience on sparkpeople is different. Instead of gorging on Oreos, I went for fruit. I'm eating better lunches. While I am still eating fast food, it's only in the way that I'm not holding it off and m... Read more
Relaxing Day, finally
Tuesday, January 26, 2010      5 comments

Today has been ok. I slept in pretty late because I was exhausted from everything that has been going on. I had a TON of fruit for breakfast. I did have oreos, but not the entire package. Today has mainly been a lazy day, trying to have a calm d... Read more
Done, I give, The towel has been tossed, the white flag is waving.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010      13 comments

Gives. I give. This is it world, I bow down before you crushed and done and I just give. I still haven't gotten back in my Chem class (in case I didn't mention this I got removed from my Chem class because enrolling me was a "mistake, past enrol... Read more
Much More Calm
Sunday, January 24, 2010      3 comments

I talked to my mom this evening about what I'm going to do about college. We both agree I should at least finish out this semester, then after this semester I can decide whether I want to continue or not. If I don't pass the nursing exam next mo... Read more
Sunday, January 24, 2010      7 comments

I'm so tired of being judged. I'm judged on how I look. I'm judged on what I do. I'm judged on what I think. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being given advice that I don't want. My life isn't others lives and they don't know what I'm feeling righ... Read more
Snowball Affect (or is it Effect... I can never remember that rule).
Wednesday, January 20, 2010      6 comments

So this went from bad to worse. I was supposed to have $50 for gas this week now that I'm driving back and forth to school. It's not there. From what I knew the electric bill had already cleared, but evidently not. And I have an account that has... Read more
Passed Away
Tuesday, January 19, 2010      8 comments

I just want to thank everyone who kept myself and my family in their thoughts and prayers. My Grandma passed away this morning. She was 78. I'm not that sad. I knew it was coming. She has had multiple strokes and been in the hospital quite a few... Read more
Please Pray
Tuesday, January 19, 2010      4 comments

I haven't done very well today. My Grandma is in the hospital. I'm pretty sure this is it. They can't do surgery because the anesthesia would kill her. Her kidneys don't work. It's bad. So I've been at the hospital. I ate at 10:45 this morning a... Read more
Monday, January 18, 2010      3 comments

I'm really trying to stay away from binge eating right now. Today has been stressful and Nick is bringing me down with his bad mood. We realized just how out of money we are today. We wanted to see a movie, but we didn't even have enough money t... Read more
Changes In ME
Sunday, January 17, 2010      3 comments

I think I'm actually going to achieve something this time on sparkpeople. Something feel so different about this time. This is my 6th consecutive day tracking food. I never make it this far or am this honest about my food. I really hope this cha... Read more
Amazing Food!
Saturday, January 16, 2010      4 comments

I came clean to Nick. He now knows that I eat and lie about it. He's going to try and help keep me accountable. He also wants to help have healthy food more. He's encouraging me to look up recipes and try them. Soooo. Tonight I made AWESOME food... Read more
Changing Times and a HUGE Realization.
Saturday, January 16, 2010      2 comments

I've been on sparkpeople for 2 years this week. And I don't feel like I have much to show for it. I haven't put any real effort into it. I get bummed when I don't lose and when I over eat. I'm a food sneaker. I never realized that was what ... Read more
Friday is the Day of Cleaning
Friday, January 15, 2010      3 comments

I've done ok today. I did have McDonalds for lunch, but I did track it and I am being honest about it. Nick and I are having pizza now, but it's because Nick is making dinner and I'm smart enough to know that I have to take advantage of this. I'... Read more

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