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Lost track of myself
Monday, December 19, 2011      2 comments

I dont know what happened...the past few months have been a blur. I vaguely remember indulging in soda, chips, bread, pizza.Anything. My trips to the gym went from 4 times a week to two to zero. And it has been quite noticeable. I went... Read more
Back in gym mode
Monday, September 05, 2011      2 comments

Well my days of sulking are over. I spent so much time on the couch watching hours and hours of television this summer. I saw four seasons of mad men, 2 season of damages, and a whole bunch of other shows I dont remember. It was a long two mon... Read more
so happy
Sunday, September 04, 2011      4 comments

I got some really good news on thursday.. I got my job back!!! I am so excited. I have been unemployed all summer and have been feeling so depressed. I had no motivation to do anything, just lie in bed and cry. It is such a huge relief and ... Read more
what happened to august
Monday, August 29, 2011      1 comments

Well i started doing pretty well..but the rest seems more of a blur. the weeks just went buy and i didnt pay much attention and the result of that ... I now weigh 176 lbs as of this morning. I was so disgusted... I plan on going to... Read more
Tuesday, August 02, 2011      0 comments

Well another month of setting goals... July was a month of eating lots of bread. which contributed to a 6 pound weight gain. it blows. so i decided im gonna do my best to not eat bread this month. im on day 2 of not eating bread. so far so g... Read more
Its been a while....
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      2 comments

The month of June was really difficult for me, I spent a lot of time working...and eating and not working out. I was trying to keep busy to not think about me losing my job and all the other stuff Ive been going through. I managed to maintain ... Read more
Went Shopping...size 8....and fitting into Express...
Monday, June 13, 2011      4 comments

Well a few things have happened over the past few days. On Thursday I decided that I am going to have to buy new interview clothes since all the other suits I have are very big on me. The last time I interviewed for a job was 5 years ago... Read more
anxiety is getting the best of me
Friday, June 10, 2011      3 comments

This has been a tough week. I dont know what Im doing anywhere. I feel like I have no direction. Ive been binging all week. Just eating junk, cookies yesterday, chips today. I felt so overwhelmed with stress and anxiety I left my house arou... Read more
Trying to stay optimistic
Tuesday, June 07, 2011      1 comments

Well Im at final stretch of the school year. The last few months have been very stressful, due to getting a lay off notice and my dad passing away. I should find out if I will actually lose my job by the end of next week. Im still hoping some... Read more
Weekend in Temecula-Brother in law's wedding finally...
Monday, May 30, 2011      0 comments

Well it finally came..and went.. My brother in law's wedding...I ate terribly... although worse than that...I drank soooooooooooo much wine....it was not pretty. I danced alot maybe that counts for some exercise. I had a great time.... Read more
Reality check...
Friday, May 27, 2011      1 comments

Wow...I had my second session with my personal trainer today and he did all my measurements. I need to ask him for them so I can post them but the one that stands out the most is that he measure my body fat percentage. It was 35% ! Which i... Read more
Monday, May 23, 2011      3 comments

The last time I put a comparison pic was in february. I guess I felt I wasnt making much progress. But really I was cheating myself of having the progress pic for march and april. So when I got home today I immediately changed and asked my husb... Read more
First personal training session...
Sunday, May 22, 2011      0 comments

In march I won 3 free personal training sessions at 24 hour fitness and then last month I got another one for completing 6 months with 24 hour fitness. SO now I had a total of 4, which I still hadnt used. Today, I finally took my certific... Read more
Thyroid , weigh in and such....
Thursday, May 19, 2011      5 comments

well for a long time, I have felt sluggish and unmotivated. I wanted to sleep all the time. When I started working out it changed a little so I just attributed this to my weight. I also had noticed that my facial hair would grow back very fas... Read more
Deciding which dress..
Sunday, May 08, 2011      8 comments

Well Im back from the gym...after my shower I had my husband take some pics in the two dresses I wrote about in the earlier blog from today. I am not comfortable in any dress, I working on trying to get over it though. ... Read more

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