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Only reason is for my BFFL
Wednesday, January 22, 2020      1 comments

This week is solely tracking and I'm trying to eat better too. I was doing so well, I was the thinnest I ever have been.. then life kick me in the balls. I gave up. My best friend was hospitalized in critical condition last week due to her diab... Read more
Back where I was
Saturday, March 21, 2015      0 comments

SO this is the point I was at (40 pounds gone) where I gave up and quit. I wonder how far I can go without quitting? I am scared. I know its stupid, but I am actually afraid to be thinner. Then I cannot use my "I am fat" crutch to deal with the ... Read more
Saturday, October 18, 2014      4 comments

39 pounds down today. I can tell my clothes fit better. I just am shocked, Happy and healthier. Im happy... Read more
I feel fantastic!
Sunday, September 21, 2014      5 comments

I am astonished by myself. I never knew I had this drive in me. I have been working out more this week than I think I ever have, even with the last time I did this. Yesterday Kris and I took a 40 minute hike, It was hard. Steep up hill roots a... Read more
Sunday, September 07, 2014      3 comments

Yesterday I took a road trip with Kris. I was worried about this because of the dreaded gas station munchies, but I did fine. ... Read more
My Restarted First week was a success.
Friday, September 05, 2014      2 comments

Despite some not so encouraging comments from those around me, I managed to lose 14 pounds last week. My weigh in day is Sunday, we will see how that goes. I am afraid that I will give up again. THIS IS HARD. But I want to be healthier. T... Read more
Why I failed (You all may think these are excuses.. you're probably right)
Saturday, February 11, 2012      4 comments

First I got Lyme Disease I was sick for a long, long time. This brings us to 2011 I am still sick from Lyme's.... Then my best friend from high school died Then my Boyfriend of 9 years father passed away Then his Grandmother. We ha... Read more
30 Pounds...
Saturday, June 05, 2010      2 comments

So As of today I have lost 30 pounds... which is the most I have ever lost. With the resent loss of my best friend I cant believe I didn't give in, I feel accomplished and Good. I cant believe that I have been able to do this. I have No idea Ho... Read more
Death and mourning....
Wednesday, May 26, 2010      3 comments

I found out last night that my Best friend though the latter part of middle school and all through out High school died. I am heart broken and devastated. I only over ate by 5 grams of fat today and still walked 3.4 miles.... I feel like ... Read more
Holy COW....
Tuesday, May 25, 2010      3 comments

So 5 weeks into this, 24 pounds lighter, and I am able to walk 3.3 miles at a times. This is amazing for me. I still am struggling with some pain in my shins and occasionally my knee, but I'm doing well. I am starting to become accustom to... Read more
Made my Goal
Friday, May 07, 2010      1 comments

Lost Four Pounds!!! Woo Hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... Read more
Drepressed and worn out.
Thursday, May 06, 2010      1 comments

I haven't done anything but enter food and my work out stuff almost all week. Ive been very depressed and have no ambition, but I have managed to walk almost 7 miles this week already. This week has been especially hard, My Boyfriend and I... Read more
Beating myself up...Like I always do-Help needed
Saturday, May 01, 2010      5 comments

I was supposed to work out today by it rained almost all day. I wanted to walk today. I couldn't I walked in the store when I did some shopping, but that didn't do anything. I went over on carbs today. WEEKENDS ARE MY NEMESIS! ... Read more
It doesn't matter...
Tuesday, April 27, 2010      2 comments

What excuses I make, what lies I tell myself, what nonsense I listen too, I still am accountable for what I do. I keep saying I wish I could get up and exercise before work, and I never do because I cant sleep and I cant get out of bed. But I ha... Read more
SUCCESS! A bithday dinner and weight loss too!
Sunday, April 25, 2010      0 comments

Today was my dad's birthday; My mom made a wonderful meal, and cake. I was able to eat with them and even have a piece of the cake without going over in anything! This may be because I didn't eat breakfast as I slept through it, but still. For m... Read more

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