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jumping the relationship 9mm handgun
Monday, November 14, 2011      2 comments

I got a new gun, its a Ruger 9, I got it b/c my roomate is out in Vegas for a week and being in the middle of nowhere in my new home alone kinda creeps me out. I tested it out, a benefit of living in the middle of nowhere, on a miller lite can @... Read more
NASCAR weekend & I think I want to quit smoking
Tuesday, November 08, 2011      2 comments

when I was walking my dog this morning the thought that i want to quit smoking popped into my head, for the first time in my life, nothing provoked it, it just came to me. And I think I will try to quit... Also, I camped out at Texas Motor Sp... Read more
working long hours and working out
Wednesday, November 02, 2011      3 comments

How am I supposed to fit my workouts in??!! I took a raise where I am going to be working very long hours till the end of the year at least. I only work 4 days a week but Im at my office from about 8:30 am till 10 pm at night. Im loving the extr... Read more
new home new feelings
Tuesday, November 01, 2011      1 comments

I moved this weekend. After the whole Adam meltdown I needed a change of scenery. I wanted to go into witness protection and start all over. I dread seeing anyone who hadn't heard the news that we didn't move in together, I hate having to re-exp... Read more
im a slacker ;(
Friday, September 30, 2011      2 comments

I have fallen off the wagon. I have a plethora of excuses tho!! Ive been overwhelmed at work. Im moving. I didn't see an ounce of results. The last one may be the biggest. It really just knocked me on my ass when I tried so hard, changed so much... Read more
2 weeks till the BIG D
Friday, September 16, 2011      3 comments

Im crossing the county line... ~from fort worth famous to dallas diva~ In 2 weeks I will be making the big move from the city I was born and raised in to Dallas, TX. Fyi, Dallas is only 33 miles away. lol. But it's so much more than mil... Read more
EOW Report #1 (end of week)
Saturday, September 03, 2011      0 comments

Well I lost 5 pounds overnight. No joke literally weighed before bed at 140 weighed this morning at 135. WTF?? Is that even possible?? Im not complaining just wondering. I think maybe it was God giving me a little of that motivation I've been as... Read more
1st week
Thursday, September 01, 2011      3 comments

This weekend I had an epiphany... It came via an angel that I thought was an asshole. No one has ever let me have it like that before, every guy I've dated has treated me as if I was a princess, I could do no wrong and I was perfect in everyw... Read more