It’s all in my mind....I think
Thursday, August 20, 2020
Everyday I make the decision that today will be the day I won’t eat food with a bunch of carbs and everyday I eat more carbs then allowed. Let’s talk about “breakfast” today. I woke up at 5am. Got my 1 cup watermelon. 6am rolls around. Hungry. Search fridge. *sigh* Leftover slice of buffalo chicken pizza. Well it was a square with no chicken, 2 onion slices & no buffalo sauce. Yeah they messed up my pizza. See how I made that excuse? I should have got rid of the leftover pizza but I didn’t. But this is nothing.
8:30am. Husband cooks breakfast and asks me if I want my leftover baked potato skin with egg & cheese. How am I suppose to say no? It was so darned good.
So there it is. I try so hard but reality says no I’m not. I get hungry so I eat. I’m addicted to watermelon and I’m not even supposed to eat that much of it but I eat more than I should. I get these cravings and if the food is here well of course I’m going to eat it.
This weekend we are cleaning out the pantry of all junk and things I can’t eat. I’ve already made up next weeks menu. I’m hoping having the menu will help. We’ll see I suppose.