2020-02-22 Today would have been my sister's... 85th birthday -- I miss her.
Saturday, February 22, 2020
this blog started as a response to another's blog
Well, I don't have a "WHY list".
Maybe because I am still at the "I would like to.... "
rather than the "I am (desperately?) committed to ...." stage of weight loss.
At this point in time..
My goal is to just keep trying to eat a little bit healthier ... every time I eat..
hopefully once I have recovered from the surgery that is supposed to cure
the constant pain when moving and lingering pain from moving,
I will be able to move with energy and purpose and find my happy place.
--- At what ever weight I weigh on any particular day ---
Yes I would like to be one of those thin people...
I have not been a thin person since I was 5 years old
In the first year of being in school I went from a thin kid to a round kid
and have been a round person ever since...
I tend to remind myself that once my body is cremated... I will be the perfect weight for my bone density, height and frame size.
So, I only need to weigh a weight that I feel good weighing, no matter what the scale number reads. A weight that allows me to accomplish anything that I choose to do. I do not need to look like anyone else's idea of what I should appear to be. I only need to love myself...
and be the best friend I can be to .... me,,, myself,,,, and ... I . ..