Dear Crazy Voice inside my Head
Tuesday, August 27, 2019
The definition of crazy is doing the same thing over and over expecting a different outcome. Of all the things in the world to be able to say I am use to it, miscarriage shouldn't be one of them. All set to go, my workout is on and I find I am pregnant...again. I go through the motions, how much time will I be pregnant this time 2 days? a week? I get 4 weeks of growing numbers and hope only to add yet another loss to my already broken heart.
I am 42 with 8 miscarriages and 12 fetal losses. I am open about my losses in hopes of helping someone through the process, that no one feels alone or think no one understands. I do. I really do. As I pick up the pieces yet again and try to get my head back in the game I will try to come back stronger.