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Dear Crazy Voice inside my Head

Tuesday, August 27, 2019

The definition of crazy is doing the same thing over and over expecting a different outcome. Of all the things in the world to be able to say I am use to it, miscarriage shouldn't be one of them. All set to go, my workout is on and I find I am pregnant...again. I go through the motions, how much time will I be pregnant this time 2 days? a week? I get 4 weeks of growing numbers and hope only to add yet another loss to my already broken heart.

I am 42 with 8 miscarriages and 12 fetal losses. I am open about my losses in hopes of helping someone through the process, that no one feels alone or think no one understands. I do. I really do. As I pick up the pieces yet again and try to get my head back in the game I will try to come back stronger.
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  • RETIREDGMA
    So sad for you....you are strong.
    108 days ago
  • DLDMIL
    sending lots of prayers.
    108 days ago
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